Sebryan- North star boys

Chapter 15

Ryan's pov~

I finished eating....I could feel seb's stare through my spine.

I want to run away.

I put my plate in the sink and hurried to our room....

I can't face him...

I fucking confessed yesterday!

I wasn't that drunk so I have no way of getting away, but he does.

He can't like me....he was just drunk..

I opened the door and went in...

I decided to play some games to stop myself from thinking.

Yes....it's better.

As I was turning on my pc...the door opened...

I did not turn around...

I knew it was him.

My legs started shacking..

"Ryan" he called me sitting on the bed.

"Mhm" I replied trying to act distracted by the game.

"We need to talk!" He said

I did not respond.

"Turn around and look at me" he added

"What are we gonna talk about" I said my eyes still on my screan.

He reached hiq hand to my chair pulling me to him till our legs met.

I was caught by surprize.

We were now staring at each other.

Seb rubbed his hair with his finger...

I just looked at him.

There is no way I'll say something 1st.

He seemed to be debating whether to talk or not..

He looked up at me again and finally said

"About yesterday....I remember what you said! But what I want to know is...were you serious about it?"

"What do you mean serious about it?" I asked

"Do you really feel that way?" He said

I looked away..

I am scared...

What if he says he was drunk....and that it was all nothing.

He reached for my face making me look back at him...

"Talk to me ryan!" He said looking me in the eyes.

"How about you?" I asked

He did not reply...

He just kept looking at his hands.

I got it...sadly.

I pushed my chair and stood up.

"I told u there is nothing to talk about!" I said before walking towards the door.

Before I could open it...

He hugged me from behind.

My heart skipped a beat...

"I am scared" he said holding me even tighter.

I turned around.....

Our faces were literally few inches from each other.

"What is scaring you?" I asked

"I don't want to ruin our friendship..."

"Just say it" I insisted

"I..I lik..e you more than just friends.........idk when it started but.... all I know is I want you for myself...I want you to be mine....... just the thought of you with someone else drives me crazy." He said.

I felt my knees couldn't hold me anymore.

I was shacking.

"He likes me?!" i thought

I couldn't say a word....I was too stunned to speak!

So it was real....

Seb's pov~

Why doesn't he say something...

"If you don't feel the same way...just tell me...I....I....won't pressure you....you don't have to feel sorry.." I said.

Still he was silent looking everywhere except at me.

I gave him some space....

I went to the window...

He just stood there...not moving.

I was fed up....my heart was killing me..

I can't stand it....his answer is clear then.

"Okey....I am sorry...when you went earlier this morning without a word ....I should have got it....that you don't feel the same way....I am sorry....just forget what I said." I painfully said stopping tears in my eyes.

"I will go out for a bit" i added.

While I was reaching for the door handle....he stepped in between..

"I....f....feel the same way" he finally said

I couldn't believe my ears..

"What!" I asked for clarification

He hesitated...looking to the ground

I made him look at me holding to the last rope of hope I have.

"What do you mean?" I asked again.

" I like you too seb" he said

My mind couldn't believe what I was hearing.

I just kept staring at him...

Thinking .....'this beauty likes me'

He stood on his toes.....and gave me a peck on the lips....

I can't believe my senses.

Ryan kissed me willinglly. He said he likes me..

I reached for his lower back and drew him for a kiss...I kept my eyes open...

still not believing that ryan is mine now.