Anuseena Broken Love 2 ❤️❤️

17. Haseena sad deep inside😔💔

Haseena came back to her house and got freshen up and went to bed to sleep as it was already late night and she was also very tired and have to go to thana also tomorrow..

        But as she closed her eyes tears started flowing from her eyes, she was not able to stop them as today she was surely confirmed that no matter what anubhav was doing and saying to her he did not love her because if he would have loved her he would have atleast said her something today, kyuke agar wo mujhse pyaar krte toh ek baar mujhse kehte zaroor chahe koi bhi problem ya pareshaani unhe kitni bhi pareshan kyu na kr rahi ho aur uss pareshani ya problem ko solve krne ke bare mai sonchte na ki yun chup chap meri shadi hote howe dekhte but sach toh ye hai ke he was not affected by my wedding he does not love me, all the love and affection which i have seen in his eyes was just attraction towards me which i misunderstood and thought that maybe he loves me but he does not love me it was just attraction which he will surely forget someday and his care and concern for me is just because of humanity and nothing else..         
           finally now i will not be unsure and will not misunderstand his attraction and care towards me into his love for me.. today i got the answers to all my questions.. but one question will always be there in my heart that kyu kismat ne mera pehla pyaar adhura rakha... i can never forget my love for uh anubhav but i will never do anything intentionally or unintentionally to make uh fall in love with me kyuke pyaar kabhi karwaya nahi jata pyaar toh bass ho jata hai jese mujhe apse hgya bepanaah pyaar jo mai chaah kr bhi kabhi nahi bhula paoungi aur na shyd bhulna chahti hoon kyuke i will never be able to love someone again ...

as was really happy as haseena did not get married... but he was also sad that he did not confess his love for her or did not do anything to stop the wedding how was he ready to let his love of life get married he got tears in his eyes with the thought that if the weeding would have really happened he would have loose his first love forever... but he was still not going to confess her cos he still thinks that she would never be safe with me and she would spend most of her life in waiting for me if i went on any mission and what if i never returned she would have to spend all her life without me.. so he thinks not to confess her only...

Both sadly somehow slept after sometime😔😔🥺🥺..

Both haseena and anubhav now very well learned to hide their pain in their smile and laugh.. so that others don't get worried for them. but what abt them they were deep down very sad and in pain...

     Next day haseena entered the thana and saw them working she said jai hind to get their attention everyone said her jai hind.

    
hm with her hiding pain wali smile : arre hum sahi thane mai toh aye hai na aj ap sab log kaam kese kr rahe?!

ss: haa ms ap sahi thane mai aayi hai wo toh hum sablog isliye kaam kr rahe hai kyuke kal hi apke 2 doston ki shadi howi hai ap boht khush hongi toh hum sab apka acha mood khrab nahi krna chahte the isliye kaam kr rahe the..

hm : haa khush toh hum haii par ab aur bhi zyada khush howe ye jankar ke apsab humare liye kitna sonchte hai hume boht acha laga ye jankar.. sach mai hum khushnaseeb hai jo hume ap jesa parivar mila hai..

every together : khushnaseeb toh hum hai ms jo hume ap mili..

Everyone chuckled at their timing and hugged and then came out from hug... 😄😄

hm: acha ab hum cabin mai jate hai koi bhi kaam hoga toh bula lijiye ga...

       Later after sometime anubhav entered..

as: arre waah hum mpt mai hi aye hai na apsab kaam kr rahe hai...

everyone : jai hind..

as : jai hind..

ss: nahi sir ap bilkul mpt mai hi aye hai wo toh aj hum sab hi kaam kr rahe hai kyuke ms kal ke din ko lekar boht khush hai toh hum bass hum unka mood khrab nahi karna chahte the..

as smiled hearing that ms boht khush hai .. he felt happy by hearing that haseena is happy..

by hearing all voices haseena came out of the cabin and saw him and said..

hm: jai hind sir.

as: jai hind hj..

hm: sir ap routine visit ke liye aye hoge na.. ss files dedijiye sir ko..

ss: ji ms.. and she went to bring the files..

haseena was not at all looking at anubhav she looked at him only when she said jai hind and talked abt the files and that too just for a minute.. anubhav felt veryy sad that y is she not even looking at her...

      ss came with the files and gave it to ms to give it to sir as she was the incharge obviously but she said..

hm sweetly with pain hiding smile : ss ap layi hai ap hi dedijeye..

mpt members thought that she is just like that only saying to give ss the files as she did not show what pain is going inside her she just casually said but the real reason was that it's enough for haseena now she is tired by consoling her heart again and again she is tired of all crying she is soo tired of everything now...

         Now she does not want to care what her heart is saying what anubhav's eyes are saying now she don't care anymore and does not want anything... she used to think that ek achi zindagi beetane ke liye ek ache humsafar ki zaroorat bhi hoti hai jo apse beintehaa mohabbat kare, apki hadd se zyada fikr kare, apki aur apke decisions ki respect kare.. but now she don't want anything in her life. not a loving and caring  life partner who would love her beyond limits and would do anything to protect her or who would understand her and would support her in her hard times. All these things which she always wished for having now she did not wanted any of these in her life.. now she just want to live her life and solve cases and never let anyone know what's going inside her heart not even herself..