Eternal (Jaehyun x reader)

New order

Hastily, you began to dress yourself. You hadn't left the dorm in so long that you were feeling especially nervous at subjecting yourself to the unknown; you didn't feel safe even stepping into the corridor after what happened. You zipped up your hoodie and pulled the hood up so you wouldn't be immediately recognised when wandering the halls, and decided against shoes to make the least possible noise. You tore the note Jaehyun had written until it looked like confetti, and flushed it down the toilet. The idea that they were listening in on whatever you did was terrifying, but you hoped they wouldn't know anything was out of the ordinary. Finally, you shoved some pillows under your duvet to make it look like you were asleep in bed. 

You crept towards the door, breath stilling in fear and your fingers lightly grasped the door handle. Not only were you terrified to go out, but you were in pain, and the thought of what horrors would await you in the instance of being caught creeping around after curfew made your heart pound.

But there were no further options. Something awful had happened to you, and you were never going to be the same. You had to do everything you could to find out what was going on before it could get any worse, and information would be your only chance of escaping this nightmare.

Having consoled yourself to the best of your ability, you carefully opened the door. you waited a few second and tentatively ducked your head out into the corridor. It seemed empty. You stepped out carefully, turning your lights out and shutting the door silently. Your heart felt like it was hammering in your throat, you gulped and turned to the corridor on your left. The whole place seemed eerily deserted. You began walking faster, ignoring the searing pain you felt through every inch of your body. You could now see the containers at the end of the corridor you were in.

You approached the metal doors, looking around you. Was he even here? If he hadn't turned up, you were going to murder him.

Before you could finish your thought, an hand grasped your shoulder and pulled you harshly from behind the doors and into the container. You almost screamed out of shock and fear, but a hand came up immediately over your mouth.

"Shhhh!" you looked up to meet dark cold eyes. Great, so Prince Charming was going to make an appearance after all.

"Fucks sake, Alicia, patrol's making their way 'round the building as we speak. I'm really putting my neck on the line for you right now, don't blow it for both of us."

You pushed his hand from you and moved as far away from him as you could given that you were in limited space. He was so irritating it was almost impossible to prevent an argument, but you held yourself back.

"Shut up. I'm here to figure out whats going on, not to fuck around with you." You glared at him. "Spit it out quickly. I want to know what's happened to me."

He went quiet for a moment, and glanced away from you, focusing intently on the wall, as if he couldn't meet your eyes.

"I can't tell you everything, I can only offer you advice," he said bluntly. You were going to interrupt, but he didn't let you, and carried on before you could argue. 

"First of all, they're going to come get you soon." He saw your expression change from confusion to terror. "Don't worry, they won't hurt you like that again, as long as you don't give them a reason to. What they did to you.....it's painful, I know and its certainly not easy, but it won't kill you. They need you and they chose you specifically. They've put so much effort, money and work into this already that they won't hurt you like that again as long as you comply. They will train you, and you come to be able to live with what's happened to you. Just follow and do what you're told, because you don't have any other choice."