The first love is forever

Cruel News

<< I am not asking you to accept what is happening, I am only asking you to understand it >>

-Matias A.
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The rest of the classes NamJoon spent in the infirmary resting because he really didn't feel well, the dizziness was still present, the nausea was still churning his stomach and he was beginning to have a headache.

At the exit Jimin went for him, they took his things and left the school.  There was nothing that NamJoon wanted to do more than go to his house and sleep, however there they were both, walking to the hospital because Jimin was worried about the condition of the blue-haired man.

NamJoon didn't feel like he needed a doctor, maybe he had eaten something bad or it was just stress, but that didn't convince Jimin at all.

Anyway, they finally got to the hospital , the blue-haired boy sat on one of the chairs in the waiting room to wait for Jimin who had gone to make his friend's  appointment.

Bored, NamJoon took out his cell phone and decided to check the social networks, BIG MISTAKE;  checking facebook he managed to see a photo where Yoongi was kissing the blonde girl who was smiling.  What he felt in those moments was clearly jealousy, there was still pain, a lot of pain.

His mood fell fast, of course, he was not happy to see that the person he loves so much was with someone else.  Jimin came back and noticed it , Nam's eyes were crystal clear , tears , obvious traces of water that threatened to drain from those beautiful portals to the soul .

- what's wrong monie?-  redhead questioned.

- N-nothing...Really nothing important... did they give you appointment?

-Yeah... Are you sure you're okay?- Jimin insisted again.

-Yes Minnie, I'm fine- He didn't want to continue worrying his friend, he had had enough with all that and that's why he didn't want to tell him.

-Okay, from 30 minutes to an hour they will call us- The short redhead reported while stroking the hair of his friend who had decided to cuddle on his chest for a while.

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"Nam" heard "Namie" again someone was calling him.  The blue-haired man's eyes opened slowly and then he looked at Jimin who was calling him.

-Come on Namie, we have to go to the doctor who is going to take care of you-  He reported and NamJoon, clumsily, got up from the chair and walked next to the short redhead until he reached the cubicle where they were going to take check him.

-Good afternoon- Greeted a middle-aged doctor, around 40, blue eyes, blonde hair, big eyes, tall, slightly stocky, it was clearly noticeable that he was not Asian.

-Good afternoon, doctor- The two boys greeted, bowing and then taking a seat where the doctor was waiting for them.

-Well, who is the patient?- Asked the man looking at the two boys who were in their twenties.

-Him - Jimin pointed to Nam who was falling asleep slightly,  behold, noticing his tiredness.

- Okay, tell me son, what are your sufferings?

-Well... Lately I've been feeling very dizzy, I've had some nausea in the mornings but sometimes I feel the same in the afternoons, I feel very tired and I've had some headaches- anyway He answered ashamed looking at the floor with his Red cheeks .

-I see, well, let's do the routine first- The man informed -Are you eating well?- He asked and NamJoon nodded -Do you drink enough water?- Again he nodded -Do you exercise?- Nam denied a little embarrassed and waved his hand in the form of saying "From time to time" -Have you had sex?-  Nam widened his eyes in surprise at the doctor, then looked away in embarrassment and nodded. -Do you do it often?-  Nam nodded because at that time Nam had sex with Yoongi almost every minute of the day -Okay son... Did you use protection?-  Nam denied , the truth is that Yoongi did not want to use it , he said "You're a man , me too , why the hell am I going to use my condoms if you're not going to get pregnant?" Well ... the doctor writes everything down on a sheet of paper.

-any good?- jimin asked impatiently.

-Young man... name...- The doctor spoke, waiting for Nam to say his name.

-namjoon, Kim namjoon- he replied.

-Well NamJoon, since we finished the routine, I'm going to proceed to take a blood sample that will be taken to the laboratory to find out what you have, okay?- he asked him and the blue-haired man nodded nervously, Nam hated needles.

The doctor took a syringe, put the sterilized needle in it and took a special tube where he would put the blood that he would send to the laboratory.  He took a type of garter and tied it around Nam's arm, he took a cotton swab with alcohol and cleaned the part where he would put the needle and after a moment he gently buried the needle inside the arm thus penetrating the vein and thus following the blood .

When he was done , he carefully removed the needle and put another piece of cotton into the small hole that was still bleeding slightly for Nam to close the wound.

"I'll take this to the lab and you guys can pick up the result in two hours," the doctor informed.

NamJoon and Jimin got up from their chairs and bowed to the man.

-Thank you Doctor .... Hum..-  Said Nam waiting for the name of the man.

"Frederick, Frederick Thomson," the man answered, returning the bow and then left to go to the laboratory.

Nam and Jimin headed to the waiting room so they could wait for the results.

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It was already late , NamJoon was dying of sleep and hunger alike , two hours became four to wait for the damn results .  Suddenly a nurse finally came out to call them and again directed them to the cubicle where they had previously been with Dr. Frederick who looked at them in astonishment.

Both boys sat in front of the doctor and waited for answers.

-w-well- The doctor tried to speak but he was still digesting the results.

-Is there something wrong with me, doctor?- NamJoon asked scared, taking Jimin's hand hard.

-Well... I'm not sure how to label this really... but, the results were done 5 times and all came back the same, all possible cancer has been ruled out so don't worry, you're not going to die, no there are no tumors or anything like that- He spoke, leaving NamJoon a little calmer -However- he got goosebumps again -It's something new, well, so to speak, not every day you can see a result like the one you I will reveal right now.

NamJoon was in a cold sweat, he was a little terrified, he was really very terrified, he didn't know what the doctor meant.

-Nam, I won't give you any more detours, you're pregnant- The doctor blurted out and NamJoon tried to process what he said at that moment, asking him to repeat it, believing it to be a joke.

However the doctor's serious look left NamJoon worried, not only him, Jimin looked the same.

At that moment NamJoon could clearly feel his whole world beginning to fall apart, piece by piece, very, very slowly.

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