【 Apologies From a Liar 】
how does it feel?
to use and be used
i still can't tell
if you told the truth.
do they actually bully you?
or did you just use that
as leverage for someone like me?
i know
i'm at fault in my case
i never properly established
my boundaries
i didn't know
that saying
"it's okay"
meant you'd continue.
eventually that stopped
yet you still pestered me.
what about the others?
i know there's someone
who knows how
to put you in your place.
so tell me:
did you listen to them?
you told me
that you don't know why
everyone leaves
maybe it's because
you blatantly
ignore their wishes
for you to just stop.
sure,
you never laid a finger on us
but forcing us to listen
about your fantasies
and begging us to stay
after you asked us "a favor"
is just as bad.
no girl
wants to listen
all about how you lust
no girl
wants to go through
the tortuous process
of getting you to go away
because to this day
you still try saying hi to me.
you're a creep,
get that through your head.
when you know
you're making someone uncomfortable
yet still continue...
you're not sorry
you never were
all you cared about
was fulfilling your fantasies
and although we share
the same MBTI type,
there's a major difference
between you and me.
i would never let anyone suffer
because of me.
i would never
knowingly continue
doing something
that makes someone uncomfortable.
i actually mean it
when i say i'm sorry.
