【 Problems of a Heart-led Decision 】
i spent the whole year
buying you snacks
although my family
also struggled with money
yet where are you now?
i trusted you
with a deep secret
yet you brushed me off
you're still here
but it's not the same
you had nothing to do with me
and you still bother me
and i let you.
the problem of heart-led decisions
is that they're fueled
only by emotion
it's okay to love
it's okay to feel
but it's not okay to let that
interfere with the best choice.
i learned that
yet i still continue to repeat
after all,
my suffering over theirs.
as long as they're happy.
