HOPE MIKAELSON
MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING
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Stupid, Stupid, Stupid I repeat over and over in my mind annoyed at my lack of self control. My eyes burn holes into my bedroom wall. The cuts on my arms start to itch but I dare not scratch them while Freya sits in the chair in the corner my back is to.
I hate this so much I feel like a baby, worse than a baby. I feel ashamed and out of control, I feel lost and alone why even try my mind echos over and over again. I lean over my bed sloppily making it look like I was just grabbing a pillow where in reality I grabbed a pair of scissors and secretly started making lines on my right arm. I knew someone would smell the blood any minute and I internally started to panic.
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid
A thought in the back of my mind came to the front with new volume.
Jam it into your wrists so far and so hard it will be over and when it's over you can flip the switch
My eyes drip like an old faucet, if I can't be happy even when I have Josie there is no hope for me. It would be easier for her if I was gone, If I just died. I positioned the scissors to my vein and jam them in, I don't anticipate the pain and I release a cry then I twist them and pull them out dropping them on the floor
"Hope" Freya springs out of her chair. She looks over me to see my comforter drenched in blood and a hole going through my wrist. "Oh my god" her stomach drops but she is quick to recover and pick me up and carry me down the stairs where I begin to lose near fatal amounts. She lugs me to the passenger seat of her car. "Hope are you still with me" She starts wrapping my wrist up with her sweatshirt.
I respond with a wince at the sweatshirt to my open cuts.
"Try to stay awake longer hope please fight it." She puts her keys in and starts driving as fast as she can to the hospital. My eye droop and I set my throbbing head on the armrest. My eyes shut taking one final look in my mortal life. I shut my eyes softly and I take one big calm deep breath as I bleed out in the passenger seat of my aunts car.
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I open my eyes and I'm in a bright hospital room. Almost everything is white and the sun outside burns my eyes and I groan and avert my eyes.
"Hope" Rebekah looks up holding my hand "I thought we lost you" She lets go of my hand and hugs me tightly "I'm so happy to see you're awake" She kisses my forehead.
"When can I go home" I yawn laying my head over her shoulder
"You're sick we can't take you home just yet darling" She twirls a strand of my hair.
"72 hour hold" I growl "You're a vampire can't you just compel them to forget"
"I could but I believe you need this 72 hour hold, or possibly longer" She pulls away
"I'll just leave, I'm the tribrid remember" I answer annoyed
"I know thats why I have an enchantment put on the hospital making it a magic free zone, and Keelin is on shift here if you try to leave and Kol is hanging around as well." She readjusts her chair.
I glare at her.
She looks down at her watch "I'm sorry love, I'm not even supposed to be in here" She pushes her chair back and walks out of my room.
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FanfictionFor most of her life, Hope has sat back and watched the world spin around her trying to fit into the picture. She tries to lay low like she does every year, but an accident causes her to see another student in a different light.
