HAPPIER

Chapter 4 - Should I Forgive You

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Our love story started, and by love story it wasn't always supposed to be happy just like any normal relationship would be like it happened so fast that i could barely remember why we separated

But every time i think about it, all i could think is how painful it was and how disappointed i was with what happened and how our once happy relationship ended

With heavy eyes i walked out of my bed and washed up in the shower and after that i made myself some food, it was actually a bit late now i guess i over slept

My apartment was very quiet and it bothers me because of the deafing silence my mind wanders around and i couldn't get my thoughts out of my head

I keep thinking about what happened and how i met Lee know hyung again, i felt the heavy pain in my chest as i once again recall how we met and the sad expression in his face

I decided to play some music before my head wanders around even more to thoughts i shouldn't be having

After spending the some time in my apartment time seems to pass by so slowly i get anxious and decided to go grocery shopping

It's a good chance to entertain myself and i needed to refill my fridge anyways, i had to do something at least so i won't get bored and let my thought's get ahead of me again

I drove my car to the super market, when i arrived i pulled one cart and explored the store and i grabbed some meat, fruits, veggies, some canned goods and cup noodles

After that i decided to get some snacks for myself too

Hmm... What should i get?

I said that talking to myself as i stared into the shelves thinking what to choose

How about this? You like them don't you?

A familiar voice said from beside me suddenly and i was surprised to see him, it was Lee know Hyung and he was staring at me while holding a bag of my favorite chips

Uh...? Le-lee know hyung? Wh-what are you doing here?

I was really stunned how can i forget him if he's gonna keep showing up like this in front of me, so unfair seriously my heart wasn't ready

I was grocery shopping of course!

He says that but i don't see a cart nor a bag weird... I thought as i speculated him

Uh-uhm o-okay

What a coincidence i didn't expect to see you again so soon!

He smiled at me so brightly as if nothing happened and it pains me even more, i guess he already moved on and I'm the only one who acts pathetic over the past

I'm a little pissed at myself for over thinking about things

In the blink of an eye we we're both sitting in a café facing each other, i don't even know why and how i followed him all the way here i guess it's just my instinct

I can be really submissive when it comes to him and i don't know why after everything i haven't changed one bit, maybe the only difference is i don't feel the way i used to around him

I'll admit it i kinda do miss him and i still have this lingering feelings in my chest that sometimes i don't understand

It's been so long since we spent time together like this