HAPPIER

Chapter 9 - Winter Falls

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It was in the middle of winter when i first saw Jisung and he immediately caught my attention, he had this atmosphere that amuse me so much

When i became interested in him i would always watch him from a distance, i always wanted to see what he was up to and he never failed to make me smile

After a few tries i finally manged to be friends with him and that was the time i discovered more things about him that i didn't know from watching him 

I didn't know he had this personality that will soon make me feel something else for him, i felt like i should protect and stay with him

Every winter either i come to their house or they come to mine, we always would have hot pot and ramen together that's also when our parents grew closer and became friends as well

We'd hang out every time we could and became more attached to each other

Hyung can i come over your house again? 

Of course! But you have to study too okay?” I replied to Hannie's pouting face

He really looked adorable when he's childish like this, before highschool Han was really lazy when it comes to studying

He always wants to play and have fun but i encourage him to keep studying because he need's to have a bright future and a become successful one day too

I wasn't that smart as well but enough to pass, i really worked hard and studied because i wanna become a successful cheff one day, although it was hard and i had to face many obstacles in reaching that dream

Especially when that incident happened, i didn't want Han to be kicked out of the university because he loved that school so much and i know he worked hard to be where he was at that time too

I didn't have much of a choice although i didn't wanna loose him that time, but i know that his future is more important

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Hy-hyung why? You're kidding right?” Han's trembling voice filled my ears and i can feel the nervousness filling his voice

No, I'm re-really sorry Jisung, let's end it here I'm sorry...

I felt my heart heavy as i said those words to him, i couldn't bare see him cry so before he could say anything to stop me i immediately left

Hyung! Don't do this! Don't g-go...”

I bursted into tears as i left him there crying and begging me to come back, i couldn't do anything but i really wanted to go back and hug him and say i was just messing around but i can't do that either

After i was far enough from him i laid back to a wall and i couldn't stop the tears falling from my eyes, my sight became a blur and my heart felt painfully heavy

I couldn't breathe properly i just cried silently grasping harshly on my chest, it felt so tight and suffocating i didn't have the energy left to even stand

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Are you happy now?” I asked in cold angry voice, Remi was sending me away because she was afraid I'd meet with Hannie