HAPPIER

Chapter 8 - Starting Over

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All the questions i had was finally answered and i felt happy i could do whatever i wanted from now on and i didn't feel pathetic anymore

I'm glad you aren't angry at me anymore oppa! I'm really sorry i did that

It's really fine now so stop crying okay? I'm happy seeing you again and congratulations!”

After that i hugged her goodbye but we promised to see each other again

I didn't hesitate no more and everything has been cleared up, my mind and thought's we're finally working like they used too and at that moment i only had one thought in mind

I wanted to see Lee know hyung and scold him for everything, i wanted to ask him so many questions and when i see him i wanna shout at him for doing something so stupid like that

I ran towards the restaurant he was currently working in, i wanted to see him so bad

For once my feet finally felt lighter and my body was light as well, i didn't mind the people staring at me and continued running like there's no tommorow

And when i arrived just by then i realized how i was so breathless running over

I entered the restaurant and asked an employee but they said he took a day off and was on his apartment

I was kinda pissed off but i decided to call him and ask where his place was and he didn't hesitate to tell me but before he could ask why i immediately hung up and took a cab going straight to his place

Wait for me there and don't go anywhere!” I said as i cut off the line

•MINHO'S POV•»

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After last night when i kissed Jisung out of instinct i was really in panic mode because i didn't know how I'd face him after that

He might be thingking that i was a jerk for breaking up with him and then i suddenly kissed him like that, i would feel the same if i we're him

I was so mad at myself for doing it although i really didn't regret it, that was the most amazing kiss i had since we broke up and he's the only one who can make me feel that way

I really didn't have a choice but to break up with him that day, i could sacrifice anything for him even though i didn't really wanted to hurt him

I can imagine how heartbreaking it must be for him but i had it worse... I feel like my whole world crumbled and i was crying silently each night and i kept blaming myself for it

I almost didn't have the courage and energy to keep going and i kept thinking about him, but i used up all that sadness to be my reason to keep going forward

I wanted to be successful and apologize to him properly, i want to tell him and explain everything but i couldn't just yet

I promised myself to work hard and get him back no matter what it takes and tell him i didn't mean to break up with him but i just had to

But after what happened last night i didn't know what to do i think he's going to be mad at me and I'm mad at myself too

I couldn't focus at all and kept worrying about things, i shattered all the trust and good empression i had on him that i worked so hard for, I'm so stupid