Picture Me & You- The Perfect Two

61. Beam (Part 2)

(Taetee aa Tintol stole my heart. Especially in last night's episode of Triage. And it wasn't just the kiss!

Though that gave me a heart attack too. Now I'm not sure whether Tol would die of heart attack or his fast beating heart thanks to Tin🤣🤣🤣

But what really stole my heart was the actual scene and the setting that took place, and the raw emotion the two actors showed, I did not see Tae or Tee acting, I saw a madly in love Tin who would do just about anything to save his nong and who promised a bright future for them, together. His eyes were so full of love longing as if he'd been in love for ages. And then I saw a young, flawed boy who is coming to terms with the loop he and with him, Tin, are stuck in, how it's affecting him. I saw how vulnerable and scared he was yet how his heart was touched by the care and love Tin showed him and how, slowly, he was falling for the older guy.

Kudos, Taetee! And tonight's episode, the kiss scene, it won't be forgotten in this life time, hell this moment should go down in history after how long we have waited for it🤣🤣

So, all in all, I did not plan to write this chapter the way it ended but I ended it this way thanks to this episode of triage

P.S. Let's show you a new side of Forth. A panicked, stressed and ranting Forth🤣🤣)

(⚠️WARNING: I am not sure if this warning is necessary or not but this story can be quite dark at times so fasten your seatbelts)

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Beam stared at his clasped hands, sitting on a bench outside the gyne room, head bowed down and hands hanging between his thighs.

Waiting.

Waiting and remembering the past.

Remembering the past, the wound he'd buried so deep down, far deep down and sealed his lips so tight shut that if he tried convincing, even he himself would not believe to be there.

Pha.

He did not know when or how it happened. Maybe it was the way he cared and protected him was what his dad did for him, what no one else was doing for him at the time or maybe because they spent a lot of time together, or maybe, Pha knew how confused with life he felt so the guy was always around him, always by his side that even Kit joked he was in love with Beam. And that made Beam's heart flutter.

All the times they spent together alone, locked inside Beam's or Pha's room, working on homework, or simply lying together sharing ear pods and listening to music, or just talking away, or the times Pha just wrapped his arm around him, pulled him away from anyone who got close to him, or ruffled his hair, or bickered with Kao for Beam's attention and just boldly told the boy he'd take his P'Beam from him and laughed when the kid tried to pull his hair off and called him an ugly giraffe, those times Beam had started to cherish above everything and it confused him. And it even confused little Kao more whenever his brother shared those feelings with him that he most definitely could not share with Pha or Kit. That he had feelings for Pha.

But then one day, as they both laid together in Beam's bed, in comfortable silence, suddenly Pha had reached his hand to grab on Beam's, holding it, before the guy rolled to hover on top of Beam, startling him.

He still remembered how his heart pounded, he still remembered those thousand butterflies fluttering through his stomach as he received his first kiss. That innocent kiss. He remembered how breathless he was and how they just laid side by side later on. Pha had told him he liked kissing him but he did not understand what it meant and that he wanted to figure it out and do it with Beam. They went to sleep, facing each other. But those kisses didn't stop.