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you are natashas gf

you and tasha had been together for a while, but she never saw you naked.

nats pov
i'm showering when y/n walks in, she's wearing a long baggy hoodie and joggers. i'm butt naked showering, this was a normal occurrence when i was showering and i enjoyed it so i thought i should do something to make y/n feel good..

y/n pov
i'm ready and sat in the lounge area of the compound, everyone is back and fourth with missions today, especially nat so i pretty much had the day to myself.
once everyone or so i thought was out i decided to get changed into something lighter since no one would see me..
i'm butt naked about to change, then nat walks in bouncing and happy, she wraps her arms sound my naked body
you "get out!! omg out!!"
i use one hand to try and cover myself while i shut the door with the other.
i quickly pull on the joggers and hoodie and open the door again
you "nat what the hell was that!"
nat "i wanted to make you happy, to be with you. not in a sexual way more sensual"
you "just don't do that again"
nat "why?"
you "because i was naked"
nat "so.. you see me naked alll if the time it's not a bog deal"
you "stop dismissing my feelings. it's a big deal to me"
i storm off heading for a near by lake, i find myself here often to calm down or think
its unbelievable how much i hate myself and hate my body. 90% of my body i've cut. my whole arms, my thighs, chest, neck, stomach, hips and ankles
it's just i don't like my body so why should anyone else see it, it's no big deal.
i don't eat as much  as i should and hurt myself way to often. i can barely go 1 day without cutting 3 times.  it's hard.
after getting lost in my thoughts in quickly snapped out of those awful thought by nat sitting next to me
nat "im sorry i shouldn't of dismissed your feelings."
you "it's fine i overreacted it's no big deal"
nat "bubba it obviously was.. talk to me"
you "it's hard being an avenger when your whole team is smoking hot, when you have a gf who is black widow and can pull anything off. and then your me with the arms that are too big and the stomach that is huge and thighs that are disgustingly big. don't even get me started on my face."
nat "woah pump the gate breaks, i don't see a problems with my beautiful gf"
you "yeh wait til you see the state of my skin."
nat "what does that mean bubba?"
you "i have scars from hurting myself"
nat "well scars means their old and you have hurt yourself right?"
you "i've got fresh cuts to. we don't need to talk about this it's fine really, no big deal all good see."
nat "bubba you sleep in hoodies and joggers it's not all good i can't remember the last time i seen you relaxed and cool , your alway burning hot and uncomfortable."
nat "where are you hurting yourself?"
you "everywhere natty"
nat "are they clean?"
you nod
nat "do they hurt"
you nod
nat "alright tonight your sleeping in best and shorts your going to make the cuts worse if you have things rubbing"
you "nat please  i'm hideous"
nat "my gf isn't hideous"

time jump
nat bought you and her matching pjs,  including red and black shorts and a matching vest.
nat put hers on, you put yours in and are now stuck in the bathroom crying because you hate yourself.
nat "come in bubs come out i wanna see that sexy ass"
you chuckle through tears and open the door
nat gasps
you "i know ugly right?"
nat "no... your so.. beautiful darling. alright let's go to bed"
you may in top of nat with her playing with your hair and carefully stroking your arms

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