All for our love

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This chapter is dedicated to lelamaypowell, thanks for the encouraging comments, greatly appreciated

I slowly wake to the  feeling  of fingers running through my hair, it sends tingles running through my body.
" That  feels amazing baby, don't stop" I say releasing a moan as his fingers continue on running through my curls.
" How  are you feeling baby?, you sure did give me a scare" .
He goes quite and I know he is thinking so I give him the time with out saying anything more.
"I thought I was never going to see you again" He saids as little sods shake his body.
" I kept thinking what if  our last moment together was us fighting, I thought I was never going to be able to lay in your arms again, feel your touch on my body, I am so sorry Harry , I really am" .
" shhh Baby it's ok, I was thinking the same thing, I can't live without you baby".
I pull him in close and just savour the moment, until I hear a knock on the door.
" Come in" I call out.
" Hi boss, just checking up on Lou" Liam noticed he is awake and walks over to the side on the bed.
" How  are you feeling Lou?".
" Ok , I have a bit of a headache, and my chest hurts a bit".
Liam looks at me with a worried look.
" Ok Lou, I am just going to check you out, ok".
I sit Lou up in my arms and let Liam take over, listening  to his chest and taking his temperature, when a frown appears on his face , I instantly feel worried.
" Boss, he has spiked a temperature and his chest it very congested".
At that moment Lou leans over coughing trying to catch his breath, Liam leans over Lou and listens to his chest again, as Lou's coughing fit slows down.
" Boss  , I don't like this , I think we should head home immediately, since he has lost his spleen he is now more susceptible to infections, Being in the cold water yesterday for so long  has probably triggered something, I will feel safer if we head home were all my equipment is, so I can take  better care of him.
Lou let's our a little  whimper.
" What's wrong baby?"
" My head Hazza, it really hurts" he said snuggling down into my chest.
"Liam" I say so worried, I can hear the panic in my voice.
" Lou I am going to give you something for the pain ok, it might make you a little sleepy" he said as he  administrates an injecting into Lou's arms.
" Ok Boss, we need to pack and leave as quickly as we can, I don't have a good feeling about this".
" Boys" I yell out in  urgency , I watch as they appear at the door.
" What's up Boss?".
" We need to leave immediately, Louis is going down hill" Liam saids .
" Can  you guys grab our bags and get ready to leave as quick as we can".
I lay with Lou in my arms as I watch the boys gather everything we need, before getting ready to leave   For the plane.
I lift Lou into my arms as we all head out and Pile into the car, after a quick trip to the air field , we are in the plane and heading home.
Lou doesn't wake the entire time , with Liam checking on him constantly.
It wasn't until we had finally reach home that he stared to stir coming down with another coughing fit, his breath now laboured.
" Hazza, I can't breath" he saids with panic etched on his face and in his eyes.
" Boss, lay him on the bed , while I get the oxygen ready".
" It's ok Lou, just try to take some deep breaths, just relax, Liam is here and you are ok".
He starts struggling even more , I look at Liam who is rushing around , coming back with an oxygen mask placing it on Lou.
" Now baby, just breath, in and out , slowly, that's it, good work".
I am so relieved when his breathing starts to even out.
" Boss I am going to administrate a steroid injection which will help open his lungs".
It takes another good 20 minutes before Lou seems to be able to breath a lot better, he is starting to get  agitated being stuck in the hospital room again.
" Hazza, I feel better now , come on, I want to get up".
" Baby not until Liam saids your ok, you are staying put".
" But Harry".
" End of baby".
I watch as Lou's lip turns into a pout.
" Is someone not happy he is stuck in here again" Liam said entering back into the room.
" I feel better, please Liam, I want out".
" Lou , I want to run a few more tests, and if they are all ok, you can get out".
" Ok" He saids as he falls quite.
" Boss , I am going to take him for a chest X-ray, we will be back shortly".
I watch as Liam rolls Lou out on the bed and I head into the office.
I walk back into the door which I haven't graced over in three weeks.
" Ok Zayn , catch me up, how is everything?" .
" It's been fairly quite boss ,nothing to much to report, all the business are running like clock work"
" Any  word yet on who ordered the hit on the wedding?".
" No boss , nothing, not a word".
" I don't like this Zayn, I have a really bad feeling about this".
" I know Boss,it doesn't make sense".
" It's like Mark is getting us from his grave"
" Boss, have you asked Lou if there are any other living relative beside himself?".
" No I haven't, the thought never crossed my mind".
" I think it might be worth a shot".
"  so you think that someone else in the family is looking for revenge on what happen to Mark?".
" I  don't know Boss, but it's long shot".
" Ok I will talk to Lou as soon as he comes back".
" Did you send Jim half of our last shipment , as a Thank you?".
" Sure  did boss, he said it wasn't necessary but he was very happy with it ".
" He saved Lou's life, not only once but twice, I own him a lot".
" Niall , can you look into art colleges in the area , only the best".
" So are you finally going to let Lou attend college?".
" I am thinking about it, that was what our fight was about when he took of and nearly died, he told me he hated me, and that he wished He had never meet me  or married me , it broke my fucking heart, the things he was saying to me".
" You  know he didn't mean any of that Boss, he only said it out of anger".
" I know , it still hurt".
" I am going to head back to Lou, Niall get onto the colleges ASAP".
" On it Boss" Niall saids walking over to settle into front of the computer.
I walk back down as Liam is just bringing Lou back.
" How's  things looking?".
" Good  boss, I am going to keep him on antibiotics for a few days, but he can go back to the house".
" Hear that Hazza, I can get out" he saids grinning at me.
" Yes  baby Come on".
I help Lou Down from the bed and walk with my arm wrapped around his waist, Clifford comes running up , jumping up and down with excitement and releasing little barks of glee .
We make our way to the lounge, were I settle Lou down.
" Do you want to watch a movie baby?".
" Hazza, is it ok if I go to my studio?" He asks putting his head down.
" Off course baby, you must have missed it".
" Well  yeah , I kind of have".
" Go create my love" I say placing a kiss on his lips.
" Lou , before you go,  can I ask  do you have any other living  relatives that you know off?".
" Maybe  someone on my mums side of the family, none on Marks side that I know off, I was only a  child when nan and pop died I don't really remember my grandparents why?
" Just  curious, I have never asked you about your family".
" Ok come on cliff" He said heading off in the direction of his art studio.
As I walk back into the office, I see Zayn and Niall both at work.
" Boss, I have the top three art colleges , here is all there information for you to go through" Niall said placing a folder on my desk"
" Boss, I have been doing a bit of looking into Lou's family , doesn't seem to be any other living relatives, that I can find".
" That matches Lou's story, he said his grandparents died when he was young".
" Well there goes that theory Boss" Zayn's saids.
" Something is just not sitting right".
" I agree with you Boss".
I start thumbing through the pages of information that Niall has given me, they all looked very impressive , but only the best for my baby.
" Niall , ring and book me an appointment for tomorrow with the head of the University of art London, that seems to be the best one from what I can see".
" Sure Boss, that's the one I thought would be the best".
I watch as Niall dials the number and I hear him having a conversation .
" No I am sorry I need it for tomorrow , now listen here Harry styles Has asked me to book him a appointment for tomorrow, no not in a week that won't do".
I walk over to Niall and take the phone out of his hands.
" Madam , this is Harry styles speaking, do you know who I am?, yes I am that Harry Styles, I suggest you find me an appointment for tomorrow or I will have you closed down with in a day, yes I am that powerful ".
" Well  madam I can and I will , just try me" I am speaking in my darkest voice.
" Ok that's excellent, you made the right choice, I will see you tomorrow morning ".
" Nine o'clock" I say to Niall as I turn back to him.
" Are you going to take Lou with you?".
" No I want to get it all organised , before I tell him".
I watch as Liam enters the room and walks over to Zayn wrapping his arms around him.
" Boss I have ordered take out for dinner it will be here soon, let's call it a night and enjoy dinner and a few drinks".
" Sounds good, I will go and find Lou and meet you in the lounge room" I say heading towards the studio.
I stand in the door way, as I look around the room, I am looking at our story of love.
On every space of wall are pictures that Lou has drawn of us, in all forms pencil, charcoal , pastels, and paint and the sight is truly breathtaking .
Lou is amongst it all standing in front the easel as I step  closer, tears come to my eyes at the vision that is forming on the canvas.
Dark blue water swirling on the canvas , with Lou underneath, his hands reaching to the surface.
" Baby " I say walking up behind him my voice laden with emotions, tears are swirling around in my vision.
He turns his head over his shoulder meeting my eyes.
We don't need words to describe the pain we are both in, the anguish is clearly painted on Lou's face  and mine.
We fall into each other arms.
" All  I could think when I was under the water was that I just wanted to be held by you one last time, to have your arms wrap around me and protect me , To see your pimples pop out as A smile lights up your face" He saids crying into my arms.
" It's  ok baby, you don't have to think about that any longer, we are here in each other's arms and I am never letting you go" I pull his face up to meet and place a kiss onto his lips.
" Foods hear" We hear yelled out from down stairs.
I wipe the tears from under Lou's eyes.
" Let's  go eat, we have ordered your favourite".
" Sushi " He said as his face lights up.
"You guess it" Lets go".
As we enter the lounge room we are meet with Liam, Zayn enjoying a beer  and Niall drinking some pink looking drink , relaxing on the lounge surrounded by sushi on the table.
" Look  kid your favourite" Niall saids , Niall is the only that can call Louis kid , if anyone else  said it they would be meet with a lot of sass.
We settle in one of the lounges, Liam handing a beer, looking at me pointing his head towards Lou who he could tell had been crying .
" All good" I say back.
I watch as Lou reached over and take a  sushi roll , biting into it turning to smile at me.
" This  is so good" he mumbles with his mouth full.
" Hey kid what would you like to drink?" Niall saids as he heads to the kitchen.
" I will have what you are having" He saids.
" Nice  try kid but I don't think so".
" Why not?" I hear as he turns to face me.
" No way Baby".
" Come on Harry, why can't I have one?".
" Because  you are still recovering from your injuries and you are on antibiotic".
I watch as he turns to Liam.
" Liam can I have one drink, just one please?".
" Well it would be ok, but Harry has already said no Lou, so what he saids goes".
I know what is going to come next, the boys all watch as Lou crawls onto my lap and I feel his breath touch my ears before I hear a soft whisper.
" Please daddy".
I let out a growl.
" Fuck baby , you are going to be the death of me" I say as I turn to Niall .
" One  and one only" I say as all the boys burst into laughter.
Lou reaches back up to my ear.
" thank you  daddy" he said before sliding off my lap.
I turn and  I am meet with smirks on all the boys faces .
" Don't" I say.
" What" Zayn saids through his smirk " was not going to say anything" he saids with laughter in his voice.
Niall comes back handed Lou a pink drink, his face lights up with delight after he takes his first sip.
" It's  so yummy it tastes like cotton candy, Harry have a taste" He saids turning to me holding up the drink, I dip my head and connect my lips with his, licking over his lip.
" It tastes delicious baby, but not as delicious as you".
A blush creeps up Lou's cheeks, as he turns back to everyone.
We spend the next few hours, enjoying each other's company,  Lou had put his head on my lap and stretched himself out along the lounge, Liam nods his head at me.
" He's Asleep".
" I might call it a night boys and take this one to bed".
We all say our good nights as I lift Lou into my arms and carry him to our bedroom.
He doesn't move as I strip him down to his Panties  and lay  him on the bed with him resting over my body.
" Good night beautiful princess, I love you so much" I say as sleep washes over me.