I am Ukrainian🇺🇦. (A VLODYMYR ZELENSKYY FANFIC)

Chapter 26- Part 2

Jaun brought breakfast to me the next morning. He was shocked when he found me where he left me. Or so it appeared. He woke me up handing me my coffee as I sat up.

"We can always talk here if you want" he told me. I just nodded thankfully.

He sat his coffee on the side table took mine from me handing me a bag with a warm fresh ham and bacon croussant in it.

"Thanks for the coffee, breakfast and picking me up yesterday. I don't mean to be a burden." I told him.

He took my hand "Jorji what the hell happened ladt time I saw you, you were talkative, energy overload and now you look sad and seem to be scared are you ok? Are you in danger? Do you need a guard?  Please let me help you with this please." Jaun begged.

I didn't answer the question I just picked at my croussant. Jaun touched me again and that made me jump back. He took the bag with the croussant put it on the side table along with his. My head was buried in my arms I was hugging my legs. He gently pulled my arm away told me to look at him. He lifted my head saw blood on the covers.

"Jorji you are bleeding. Are you hurt please talk to me? Let me help please let me in?" Jaun begged again.

I pressed the back of my hand against my nose. It was bleeding really bad. I got up to go to the bathroom but must have passed out. I woke up in hospital a few days later. They told Jaun I was sick. But didn't tell him what was wrong exactly. He came in my room and sat with me. I got discharged later that day he took me home. I was perfectly content with just sleeping. A week later I met dad. He tought me how to make sense of everything and to not be terrified of everything and anything. After years of abuse both mentally and physically it was hard to learn how to trust hugs and words and intentions. But when you came around I found it so much easier. Dad and mom made me feel loved and cared for safe and protected. But you Vova you gave me something so special sometimes I still think its a dream.

This one day. Dad was mad at me and yelled because I didn't want to go for another bone marrow biopsy. Those hurt like hell. And I guess I caused a scene. He was having a hard time that day so he yelled at me.

I held my arm out to him saying "34 stitches" I punched out the mirror took the glass and cut myself hoping yo bleed to death. Dad broke down the door found me on the ground in the pool of blood.  I woke up to his crying and apologizing for yelling at me.

He never yelled at me again. For that fact nobody yelled at me again untill that day you were yelling at me for not running.

"Is that why you looked scared that night I came home late and you we hiding behind the couch?" Vova asked almost whispering.

I nodded he kissed my head and said that he was so sorry. I told him it's okay I figured out he was not mad at me or that he wouldn't hurt me. But that night Vlady was conceived he really scared me.  Thats why I was fighting thats my reaction to that. Since he was pinning me down I could not self harm and that is a good thing but it also made it worse.

Vova was in shock. He didn't know what to say or do. The hurt in his eys told me something different. Finally he seemed to choose an action. He pulled me to him saying

"I don't know what to think or what to say to all this it's alot. But I want you to know that I am not leaving you and I am not ever going to hurt you. I am so sorry they treated you like this and I am even more sorry that you were so alone. But I am here now and I am not giving you up. I am not walking out, I am falling more and more in love with you everyday. Please don't ever ever walk away from me if you feel like this again. Walk to me baby I don't care what I am busy with it can wait you will be my first and only priority in that moment. Come to me I would protect you from everything and everyone including me or yourself if needed. Just please promise me that you will not make me say goodbye to you again at any cost. Please promise me that Jorji? “

Vova was crying and begging me. I just held him so tightly that I was afraid that I was going to break him. And whispered "I promise to try my best to not hurt you like this again. I am sorry baby"

I lefted his face to kiss him. The tears were salty.

After lunch we went back to work. We walked into his office hand in hand. His chief of staff gave us a look that Vova quickly shut down. He handed me  paperwork and said "here you try and figure this out I am stuck. I will work on those"

I sat there at the opposite end of the table helping him for the rest of the day. I made a few calls and met with a few of the other Ministers and Mayors. At around 4am Vova told me to put a marker in it we will continue later. Now sleep in our bed at home.