she, was, depressed. "florine? do you want breakfast?" mali asked from the other side of the door, florine was in the house since the incident happened, only get out from her room when calum is not there, doesn't talk to mali or her mom and dad at all about anything except when they ask her some question like 'want food' and all those general questions, except for, 'are u okay', 'what happened' and more saddened questions. "no." florine managed to say, "but you didn't eat dinner yesterday." mali says, florine was hungry but she didn't want to eat.
"i'm okay, i'm not hungry." she answered, by that, mali already walked away. "you know, luke and skylynn have been hanging out lately." calum, say from the other side of the door. florine didn't answer, instead, she listened. "they went to the library u worked to, they went to the movies," he trailed, "they even went to the place where luke's ex and that boyfriend of yours kissed." he scoffed from the door, "-and they even saw chad kissing other girl" she didn't care about that, she didn't have any relationship with chad kingsman.
"stop." florine managed to answer, "then-" she covered her ears, "fùcking stop!" she shouted and calum opened the door with a key, seeing florine on the floor, tears rolling on her face and her hands were on her ears. her hair was, messy and her clothes were the same as yesterday and oh calamity was on the background. "nothing happened, was just seeing if you actually was still alive." calum chuckled, hand-combing her hair to soothe her.
florine tugs on his shirt, and cries on him. "shh, you wanna go to school tomorrow?" he asks, she shakes her head, and he sighs, smiling lightly. "wanna go on a walk?" she nodded, and he helped her to stand up, as he went out of her room and she changed her shirt into a normal white shirt that says 'not my day' on black letters and it reaches right on her waist, and a black shorts. she tied her hair to a ponytail and walked out of her room after washing her face and getting ready.
she and calum went out of the house, and start walking along the streets, going to the park. "so, you're still mad at me?" he asked, "no, not really. its just, i'm frustrated that you thought i would cheat on luke with him." then calum nodded, "well, what are you gonna do when you go back to school?" she sighed and stopped walking, "i'm gonna break up with him, and tell him that i am tired of drama. my life was not this clichè. it used to be me walking through new york city fùcking cold road, going to my library shift and stacking books or taking care of the counter than the next day, go to school and then repeat all over again. but it changed now, all i do is be like a total skànk and bìtch and have a unbelievebly hot boyfriend that i can't even think how i got him." she blurted out,
"honestly, i do not know how to hold onto him anymore, i'm tired."
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