hold on - lrh

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florine is sitting on luke's bed, while luke was sitting on a beanie bag that was beside the bed. "i'm sorry." he started, "it's okay" she mutters, "so, you have a boyfriend?" he asks, "no. that was just a friend, he have a girlfriend anyways i was talking to her" then he sighs in relief before nodding. "how about you?" then he raises his eyebrows in confusion, "what?" then florine sighs, "ya know, sandy" then he shrugged, "i friendzoned her."

florine chuckles, "poor woman." then luke shrugs, "i missed you." they said in unison. "i guess we do miss each other." he whispered to her. "i don't think you have to wait for me anymore." she says to him while looking at his eyes. "what do you mean?" he asks, hoping its what he thought it is. "i-i am ready for a relationship. i do not wanna wait any longer, my patience is over." she says and luke grins widely as he smashes his lips to her and florine immediately kisses back.

as they parted, "you're beautiful, i swear i could see you for the whole day, i could just memorize how beautiful and cute your face are and how when you have pimples, you'll scream at calum." then florine pouts, "calum has nothing with our relationship." then luke smirks, as he gives a peck on her lips, "we escalated quickly didn't we?" he says, "yeah, we're so bipolar. one week we fight, the next day we're friends." then luke smirks, "oh we might be bitches." then florine furrows her eyebrows together. "no cursing hemmo." then he groans playfully.

"not to break the moment- but what exactly happened?" he asks with a worried expression on his face. "i was raped. i was raped last year, which is basically when i'm 16- i am turning 17 this year in December 12. (AN: im jul 16 hehehehehehehe) i was with my cousin, Jeremy. we had a family reunion back in Australia. an-and when me, calum, Jeremy and Nathalia- my other cousin, was talking, sitting near a pond. he said, 'hey flo wanna take some drink?' and i couldn't hesitate, me myself was thirsty and i wanted to leave nathalia and calum together since they haven't met for years. when we were walking to the house, he said he wanted to go to the washroom. the washroom was public washrooms, which means both ladies and gents are sharing bathroom. so as usual, i nodded and went in, and stood outside the stall he was in." she takes a gulp, "and he pulled me, and raped me. my own cousin. and then, he was gone the next day." luke pulled florine to his chest as she cries.

"so that is why you don't like being called flo." then she nods, sniffing. "listen, i'll protect you, this is cliche but cliche is punk rock when i'm with you- you think no one cared, but they do care. i am one of those caring people. does calum or mali knows about this? or even your parents?" then she shakes her head. "baby, i love you okay?" he whispered to her as he gave her a soft, memorized, kiss.

little they did know, someone was watching them.

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oh i freaking miss author notes man. ;-( k guys, im planning to take creative writting course in college and proceed my achievement and ambition of being an writer/author. so better be waiting seeing me in the papers in 28380199 yrs. anywayyy im srsly plannning it :-) and if you support me, thank you. bc writing is srsly fun for me, and i forced myself to renovate my house a extra room and make it my writing room which is PERF and im writing this here rn.

it has this white creme color with one black wall. my writing desk and book shelves and computer is leaning on the black wall while sofa and tv and also other bookshelves are on the other places. so basically; I HAVE MY OWN WRITING/THINKING ROOM OR A READING NOOK OR SOMETHING.

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i hope you love and support moi

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