Crazy For You.

2.

*Flashback*

NORMAL POV;

I stretched as I sat up in bed. I looked around to notice that I was alone. I rubbed my face before looking down at my hand. The simple silver band with the most gorgeous diamond in it shining on my finger. It's insane how much I love this boy. I smiled to myself before getting myself up. I made my way into the bathroom and turned the shower on. I grabbed a towel and pulled my hair out of its bobble before getting undressed and climbing in. I felt myself beginning to wake up properly as the water hit my body. I washed my hair before washing my body. Once I had done everything I needed to do I climbed out and got myself wrapped in the towel I had gotten before I got in. I brushed my teeth before going back into the bedroom. I moisturised before putting on my clothes. I quickly dried my hair and ran over it with the straighteners before making my way downstairs. I walked into the kitchen to see a folded up piece of paper on the worktop with 'Jodie <3x'

'Jodie, your probably wondering where the hell I've got to? I'm not at work, well not on the terms that I will be coming home anyway. I'm sorry to do this to you over a letter, I really am. I love you so much, you know I'm crazy for you. But 'us'? I can't hack it, it's not working for me. We're young, we should be out, living our lives, not getting ourselves tied down. You know I love you, you know how I feel about you, but it's too much. Before we know it we will be having kids and whatever believe me, I do want all that with you, but our relationship is going too fast for me. I wont be coming home and I don't know when I'll be back...or if I'm coming back at that. But know that you're the only girl for me and you will forever have my heart baby girl, take care of yourself, I Love You

Axxxxxxx'

My heart screwed up into a ball as I did the same to the paper. I no longer felt like eating. I sat there as tears formed in my eyes. I couldn't believe it, today was the day his life would have changed forever, although instead he just changed mine. I threw my cereal into the bin and put my bowl in the sink. I went into the living room and checked the living room mirror that my mascara hadn't run from crying. If he's gone, then...he's gone I guess? What could I do? I have no clue of where he is, where he has gone, where he is going, what he plans on doing, whether he is going to come back. "Don't do it to yourself!" I said to myself as I wiped underneath my eyes before putting the most fake smile on my face I've ever seen. I straightened out my skirt and grabbed my coat and bag. I pulled my phone from on charge and grabbed my keys before heading out of the house and to work. The boring, same old same old office job.

"Heey! Jodie!" Natalie shouted after me as she followed me up to my office. "Jodie?" She questioned as I continued to ignore her. I dropped my bag to the floor and threw myself into my chair. I looked at my desk to see a picture of me and Aston, my favourite picture of the two of us. I picked it up and looked at it as a few tears rolled down my face. "URGH!!" I screamed as I threw the picture frame at the wall causing it to smash. "Woooahhh! Jodie!" Natalie said as she ran over and pulled me into a hug as I cried into her chest. "Shhhh, shhhh" she smoothed as her hand rubbed up and down my back. "Heey, heey, what's wrong?" She asked. "A-A-Aston" I cried "ohh babe, what's happened?" "He-" I started but couldn't continue as I just cried more. "Come on, stop crying" Natalie said as she squeezed me a little. I managed to calm myself down a little and I sat and got on with some work hoping to take my mind off things.

...

I only got a little bit of work done. I ended up sat looking at one bit of work for about half an hour then I remembered what had happened and began crying all over again. Natalie bought me home and ran me a bath whilst she made something to eat. I laid in the bath letting the water soak my body. That relaxing feeling taking over. I smiled to myself, but then I leant over and checked my phone *Aston*

'Im sorry baby girl:( <3x'

I locked my phone and laid back down in the bath and cried. And cried. And cried. And cried. Why had he done this? I don't understand. I had a wash and did everything I needed to do before climbing out and wrapping my body in a fluffy towel before going into my bedroom and getting myself dried and dressed. I rubbed my hair dry with the towel I had previously wrapped around my head before putting it into a messy bun on the top of my head as it was still damp. I hung my towel over the radiator to dry before going into the bathroom and tidying up after myself. I made my way downstairs, phone in hand. I went into the kitchen to see Natalie stood there with that screwed up piece of paper from earlier. She put it down on the worktop before coming over to me. "Jodie, I'm sorry" Natalie said as she pulled me into a hug. "Its fine" I fake smiled after we had pulled away from the hug "Jode" Natalie sighed "I'm fine, honest" I slightly smiled "Jodie, you lie so bad" "I just want to eat ice-cream and watch films okay? You coming or going?" I asked as I grabbed some Ben & Jerry's out of the freezer. "Coming!" She shouted as she grabbed the spoons and we headed upstairs and got ourselves comfy on mine and Aston's bed. Well mine now. "So! What we watching!?" Natalie asked "The Vow!" We both said at the same time. We put it on and got comfy. I got snuggled into my quilt, letting my body sink into the mattress as Natalie sat next me. We pressed play and began watching our favourite film, whilst eating ice-cream.

'I have a theory too, my theory is about moments. My theory is that these moments of impact, these flashes of high intensity that completely turn our lives upside down, actually end up defining who we are'

I was already in flood of tears. I relate to his theory too! "Babe, what you crying already for?" Natalie laughed "I relate to that, these moments of impact, I've had mine, and in result to that, I'm going to be a single mum!" I cried as Natalie's mouth dropped open. "WHAT!?" She shouted. "I'm pregnant Nat, and I was going to tell Aston today but.." I cried "..he's gone" Natalie sighed. As I nodded. "What am I going to do?" I asked as I sat up. "eeey, come here" Natalie grinned as she pulled me into a hug. "You're gunna be an auntie" I laughed "and you're gunna be a mummy" Natalie said with the biggest smile on her face. "And my baby will never see its father..." "It might, you never know what will happen in the future" "doubt it Nat, he's in a boyband..." "That doesn't matter, to us Aston's a normal guy, he created that life inside you as well you know" "I know, but he has a massive career, he's gone, this is not what he wants, you've read the note" "but this might make him come back!" "I don't want him to come back because I'm pregnant, I want him to come back because he loves me"

*end of flashback*