Crazy For You.

19.

NORMAL POV;

We came to a stop halfway down the beach. I watched as Aston sat down on the sand before looking up at me. "You sitting down?" He asked. "I don't really want to, I don't want to get sand all over my dress when we've to walk back" I explained. "You can sit on my knee...you don't have to, I just meant-" Aston started. "Fat arse coming through" I laughed before sitting down on his lap. "Your arse is far from fat"

"I beg to differ...so why've you brought me here?"

"To talk"

"About?"

"Our little girl" Aston smiled as he moved one of his hands so he was holding my waist, whilst the other settled on my lap. "Do you think she looks like me?" I asked.

"A little bit, I think she looks like both of us"

"Aston?"

"Yeah?"

"Did you ever regret leaving?" I asked turning the conversation serious.

"Course I did"

"So why did it take three years for you to come back?"

"I had to figure it out"

"Figure what out?"

"Us"

"Aston, we was together for ages before you left you never distanced yourself or anything, you just...left"

"I couldn't distance myself, I loved you, it killed me to leave, but I had to"

"Why?"

"I figured we'd already moved in together, both working, engaged, the next step to take would have been a baby"

"So you just assumed and acted on that?" I asked quietly as Aston nodded. I began to play with the engagement ring that still sat on my finger. "Babe?" Aston asked before I looked at him. "Yeah?"

"Why won't you take the ring off?"

"I...I can't" I said whilst shaking my head as tears threatened to fall. "ey, it's only me, you know it wont go anywhere, it will stay between us"

"You know why I can't"

"I don't, tell me"

"What you said when you came back...it's true"

"Huh?"

"Now you just want the words to leave my mouth" I giggled. "Course I do" Aston smirked. I stood up before sitting back on Aston's knee, this time so I was straddling him. I let my arms lock loosely around his neck as his did the same around my waist. "I'm not saying it" I laughed. "Why? If you mean it you would" he smirked. "Aston that's not fair, you know I mean every word I say to you" I defended, only for him to raise his eyebrows. "Ok, maybe not every word because you're not a dickhead and I don't hate you...but I'm still not saying it"

"Please"

"I can't believe your sat here pleading with me to try and get me to admit that I still feel something for you" I laughed before I noticed Aston's stunned face "oh my god" I cringed before hiding my head in his shoulder. "Baby, forgive me?"Aston spoke quietly. A few tears escaped my eyes and ran down my face as I pulled back slightly so I was now face to face with him Aston.

"Aston what you did-"

"was the worst thing I could have done, I know"

"I'm not sure I can forgive you for doing that"

"I know I shouldn't have done it"

"that been an understatement"

"I want us to go back to how we was"