𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘴.

𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱, 𝘪𝘯, 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦.

:(𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 - 𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘫𝘪𝘯): 💐

That one sound echoed a whole room it might not seem like the emphasis matters but it always did it always did for Augusta.

she followed him she serenated him he was her guardian angel he would do anything for her but when she needed him the most he could not be there.

following the dark lights she watched the birds chirp and the grass yonder into smooth darkness but she could never understand why, why?

the screams and yells were not foreign to her why?

it will not be foreign it cant be and sadly never, ever, will.

the birds spoke volumes like a dead descendent of hers, the cries of hollowness it felt her, it touched her, it styled her, it never, let go.

But why and how did her dear brother save her, why did she need saving?

                                                                         在另一次寂静中醒来.

The follow-up too her college was always so decanting and deluding she never felt emplace attending college nor even thinking about it. The screams, the yells, the thuds, she knew it way too well, but she had to go it was a requirement not by law but by household law she could easily break it but she never wants to make her brother go through more than he already does every single day all she can think it about the repercussions her brother faces due to her inability to be independent and not so heavily reliant on others

colleges want her , but does she want college? its where we set our scene.

II "Dear, you have a great academic record why did you not enter ivy league colleges? 

w̶h̶y̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶s̶h̶e̶ ̶a̶s̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶3̶ ̶y̶e̶a̶r̶s̶ ̶l̶a̶t̶e̶r̶?̶

"mhm."

"why are you being so nonchalant? dear you must understand. everybody in town wants your record and would kill for it and your acting like its no big deal?."

my fingers traced every inch of body ending up nuzzling my checks as i clean off my dead tears the sounds pierced me ears and my eyes squinted which the teacher mis - interpreted.

"dear, why are you squinting do you want some water?"

"mhm."

i chugged the water as much as i could, standing up the floor and the roof seemed the same as i slowly walked out i could feel her appeal glare through my body

the lockers the walls they all looked the same felt the same, the aura attach to me like magnets the incentive? because i felt like it.

the lockers the walls they all looked the same felt the same, the aura attach to me like magnets  the incentive? because i felt like it.

it kept going through my head is college truely a place of study or a worship to freedom and sex? who knows?

i do.

"who are you?"

"do you want to know or what?"

"n-no? not really."

"well, it -."

"she said no."

"its fine leave her lets go-."

"̶̶̶o̶̶̶m̶̶̶g̶̶̶ ̶̶̶s̶h̶̶̶e̶̶̶s̶̶̶ ̶̶̶s̶̶̶o̶̶̶ ̶̶̶a̶̶̶n̶̶̶n̶̶̶o̶̶̶y̶̶̶i̶̶̶n̶̶̶g̶̶̶ ̶̶̶w̶̶̶h̶̶̶y̶̶̶ ̶̶̶i̶̶̶s̶̶̶ ̶̶̶s̶̶̶h̶̶̶e̶̶̶ ̶̶̶a̶̶̶l̶̶̶w̶̶̶a̶̶̶y̶̶̶s̶̶̶ ̶̶̶t̶̶̶h̶̶̶e̶̶̶r̶̶̶e̶̶̶?̶̶̶"̶̶̶

"̶̶̶̶̶̶̶o̶̶̶̶̶̶̶m̶̶̶̶̶̶̶g̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶̶̶̶̶̶̶s̶̶̶h̶̶̶̶̶̶̶e̶̶̶̶̶̶̶s̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶̶̶̶̶̶̶s̶̶̶̶̶̶̶o̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶̶̶̶̶̶̶a̶̶̶̶̶̶̶n̶̶̶̶̶̶̶n̶̶̶̶̶̶̶o̶̶̶̶̶̶̶y̶̶̶̶̶̶̶i̶̶̶̶̶̶̶n̶̶̶̶̶̶̶g̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶̶̶̶̶̶̶w̶̶̶̶̶̶̶h̶̶̶̶̶̶̶y̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶̶̶̶̶̶̶i̶̶̶̶̶̶̶s̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶̶̶̶̶̶̶s̶̶̶̶̶̶̶h̶̶̶̶̶̶̶e̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶̶̶̶̶̶̶a̶̶̶̶̶̶̶l̶̶̶̶̶̶̶w̶̶̶̶̶̶̶a̶̶̶̶̶̶̶y̶̶̶̶̶̶̶s̶̶̶̶̶̶̶ ̶̶̶̶̶̶̶t̶̶̶̶̶̶̶h̶̶̶̶̶̶̶e̶̶̶̶̶̶̶r̶̶̶̶̶̶̶e̶̶̶̶̶̶̶?̶̶̶̶̶̶̶"̶̶̶̶̶̶̶

the voices slowly dies out as the sight blurs out

wake up in, another, silence.