𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘴.

𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦.

𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘴 - 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘴                                                                                                                                                             (⋆)

the most intimate thing that could happen, happens in a blink of an eye all the tears i fought to keep in burst out like an unknown siren once your aware of it it doesn't scare you, does it? death felt closer than anyone else birds grazed my ear making me numb shaking through my bodies colourless voices, colouress choices and what i did was i strangled my body as i hugged myself to sleep lifeless corpes flashed throughout my scene and yet what could i see my own body turning into one. or am i 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙨?

"are you sleeping because your a slut or are you geniually not amused by me?"

slowly she grazed his arm tugging for freedom and he felt alerted by someone as a shiver went through his spine as he tried to recpirocate the fear onto her, the blood run through her body like venom yet only one thought went through her mind

am i really that easy?

growing deeper and deeper into hyperventilation as she slowly zoning out slowly she didnt realise no one cares did they?

"ivo did you ever care about.. me.?"

"your the only one who can have a facade?" the male spoke

he really just was an acquaintance wasnt he. or was he even even considerate of me? why can't people even consider me as a human or am i always an ai bot who is just really talented in academics. 

the walls slowly devoured me whole the blood stained tears overcome my saliva as it dredged my clothes as she slowly started  to choke in my own body heat as slowly everything was blue as slowly she normalized her fate, a slut, forever.

"̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶l̶u̶t̶.̶"̶

"̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶l̶u̶t̶.̶"̶

"̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶l̶u̶t̶.̶"̶

"̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶l̶u̶t̶.̶"̶

"̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶a̶ ̶s̶l̶u̶t̶.̶"̶

                                                                  它永远不会改变。

II "ARE YOU EVEN HUMAN HOW CAN YOU LEAVE SOMEONE LYING ON THE FLOOR AND YOU IDIOTS HAVE THE HEART TO JUST TAKE PHOTOS LIKE SHES A SEX TOY YOUR FUCKING DISGUSTING AND I HOPE YOU ALL ROT I-"

"̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶o̶y̶s̶t̶e̶r̶"̶

definitely my oyster.

the world was black, at least its not blue, suffocating voices sources that locked in the darkness and harassed me bombarded me vulnerability doesn't exist for me apparently breathing compelled me because thats not apart of me anymore death compelled me because i was so close to it yet someone felt like saving me, why?

"who ar-"

slowly i got engulfed by a hug and conquered my body once again was fear, fear of the unknown.

"bro shut the fuck up no one gives 2 flying fucks about her anyways i dont know why the fuck u care about her now she literally just beats everyone academically and you could of been on the top of the school if it wasn't for her."

"exactly i dont know why you care so much dorian (ivo_) is probably right she probably is a slut why is she sitting there like obviously shes a-"

a huge gasp immersed the crowd and everyone stayed silent

why?