Haan Tu Hai..

5. Unconscious

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Raavi inspite of Shiva's continuous pleading didn't tell about her insecurities & feelings to him . Shiva gets a call from the wholesale market & he has to leave for that so he offers Raavi to drop Pandya Niwas & then Go to his work. Raavi obliges to him.

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Shiva is driving his bike & Raavi is shown keeping her one hand on his shoulder and one on the side stand of bike , maintaining a safe distance from him. Shiva from the rare view mirror was continuously looking Raavi .

Raavi's mind was once again occupied by all the thoughts happening to her since a few days & then today's incident. "Shiva apne sabse personal space , apne ped ke paas mujhe leke gaya, mujhse baat karne ke liye , pan meine uski ek bhi baat nhi maani. Pan Shiva muhe apne ped ke paas hi kyun leke gaya?? woh toh uska personal space hai?? waha woh kabhi kisi ko nhi le jaata. Gaumbi ko bhi bachpan mein kitna dhundhna para tha tab jaake Shiva ko iss ped ke paas dekha unhone. Fir mujhe kyun??

Shiva could clearly decode from her curious expression that again she was thinking or most probably Overthinking something. "Apne mattar jaise dimaag ko tu kitna chalati hai ??"
Raavi didn't respond.
"Sunn rahi hai chipkali!!" Shiva said in a loud tone.. Raavi flinched by the sudden intrusion & held his waist tightly.
She calmed down her breathing & said "Kya Shiva aise achaanak se chilaake dara diya tune mujhe" Raavi said still calming her pacing heart rate.

 "Dekh yaha pe koi film nhi chal rhi hai.. Reality hai isiliye , Jab bike chalate hai na.. toh saamne wale ki baat peeche wale ko sunai nhi deti hai! toh zor se bolna padta hai..." Shiva said in a loud tone so that Raavi could hear him "gadhedi" (in a murmur)

"Haa haa samjhi mein" Raavi answered. "Waise kya bol raha tha tu?" She further asked him .

"Bol nhi puch raha tha ki ab apne dimaag mein kya leke beith gyi?? kuch puchna tha mujhse??" Raavi gave him a 'how did you know' look and said "tujhe kaise pata chala ki mujhe tujhse kuch puchna tha??"

"Bhagwaan ne na chipkali ka pati banaya hai mujhe, ab bachpan se uski shakal padhne ki aadat de di hai mujhe" Shiva replied with a sheepish smile .

 "Haa waise... ab ... woh ped" Raavi fumbled "Haa woh ped kya??Aam ka ped hai, bachpan se wahi jaata rehta hu, Kyun tujhe woh jagah achi nhi lagi?" Shiva asked genuinely.

"Nahi Shiva aisa nhi hai , woh mere puchne ka matlab tha.. woh ped toh tera personal space haina.. bachpan mein bhi woh school wale kaand ke baad tu wahi gaya tha na, aur aaj tak kisi ko lekar bhi nhi gaya, toh..." Raavi hesitated to further question but
"Kyunki tu mera hissa hai, meri Ardhaangini....iss Shiva ki shakti hai. Jo mera hai woh tera hi toh hai... isiliye tere mere beech kuch personal nhi hai" Shiva added the last line with a hope in his heart that now maybe she will share her issues with him. "Chal ghar aa gya, ab utar yaa aise hi chipki rahegi" Shiva huffed in fake annoyance.

Raavi's eyes became teary after hearing his small answer but a very huge confession. He considers her such an intimate part of his life to share his most prized possession with her also.. She literally jumped off the bike & hugged him tightly.

"Ayye chipkali, tune firse apne aankhon ka nal chaalu kar diya.. ab chod mujhe 'Jaane de' " He showed annoyance but hugged her more tightly. 

"Tu mujhse itna kyun pyaar karta hai Shiva (sobs) Mein itna pyaar deserve nhi karti" she added further sobbing. "Shhh! " placing his finger on her lips "Aaj bol diya, dubara mat bolna" he glared at her and further said, "Tu har maayne mein meri patni hai, Mann, dil, tann... Aur tune hi mujhe kaha tha na mein tujhe deserve karta hun" She nooded ...." toh phir tu apni baat se mukarkar yeh kehna chahti hai ki mein Somnaath ki sabse Sundar ladki ko pyaar karna deserve nhi karta?"