I can smoke when I want.
I can shower in my own shower.
I can sleep in my own bed.
I stayed up again after drinking four monsters. I learned a little bit of Japanese, live-streamed for a while, ate, threw up, smoked a lot, and watched some movies.
I want to read more of my manga, Uzumaki by junii ito. I want to sleep.
I'm out of the hospital now, but I somehow feel worse than when I went in.
I don't know if things are just gonna keep getting better or worse.
