Trust?!{Part 2 from Lucy princess of the dragons}

Leaving You

Previously

I closed my phone and curled up into a ball in the corner of the living room. I was looking at the broken up plate and the food thrown on the ground. I tucked my head into my arms and legs knowing im gonna cry.
And sadly I did

Now
Natsu

I came back home slightly drunk but I still was in control of my own actions. I opened the door to my home and I was Lucy was sleeping in a corner while Nashi was in her crib. I walked over to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. Right now I feel like I have no control of my body.

I started walking towards Lucy then I raised my hand in the air which held the knife. What the hell am I doing. Before a blink of an eye the knife pierced right threw Lucy's shirt not even touching her flesh. I pulled it back and went back towards the kitchen. I put the knife back in the drawer and went back to Lucy.

I picked her up bridle style and placed her onto the bed. Once I did I walked over to nashi and picked her up. I walked back to the bed and placed her next to Lucy.

I went over to the couch and placed my head into my hands. What the hell was I trying to do. I lifted my head and stared at the ceiling. I know what ima do...I just don't want to hurt her anymore. It killed me for what I've done in the past but she was also the guilty one.

I got up and walked over towards the bed. I got under the sheets and pulled it over Lucy and Nashi. I slid my arm around her waist and brang her closer to my body. I felt like my eyes weighed fifty more pounds then before. Then I drifted off into a deep slumber.

Morning

I woke up too see no one in the bed with me. I sat up and rubbed my eyes like a five year old. I lazily got up off the bed and walked out of the bedroom.

I walked down the stairs and passed the living room. I started to smell the sweet scent of Bacon grease. Once I was inside the kitchen I saw Lucy cooking the bacon and Nashi in her chair eating her favorite dry cereal.

I kissed my babys forehead then tiptoed over to Lucy. Her hair was once again blonde instead of black. I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her cheek.

"Good morning Luce" I said with a half smile

She turned around and I kissed her passionatly on the lips.

Once we parted she smiled "Good Morning Salamander, I'm making bacon and pancakes would you like some?" She asked me

I nodded and took my hands off her waist" yeah thanks... and what's with the whole salamander thing"I asked as I walked over to Nashi

She turned around and started to play with the Bacon and pancakes again "I don't know... just wanted to say it"

I rolled my eyes then stuck out my tongue and looked at nashi who was laughing "NAHAHAHAHAHA Daddy fumy"

I eyes widened as I looked at nashi who was still laughing "nashi said her first word... well two words" I said

Lucy came over and kissed nashi on her cheek "that's my girl" she said as she picked her up

I tapped her shoulder and she looked at me "shouldn't you be cooking hmmm I don't want burned food" I said

She rolled her eyes and placed Nashi down then put her hands on her waist "Listen mister food is done, second where were you last night" she said

My eyes widen as she asked me and I crossed my arms "Tsk... Why do you wanna know and why do you care" I asked her as she placed the food down in front of me

She froze in her spot and she looked at me, she narrowed her eyes "Because I'm your wife idiot now where were you last night did you know I was in a corner crying for you to come home, I was broken" she said

I just stared at her sorta mad "So what if your my wife sometimes I need my privacy lucy and I obviously know that I'm the one who put you too bed last night"

She still had my plate in her hands and she dropped it on the floor making it shadder into a million pieces "Fine then you make your own breakfast Natsu since you need privacy" she said in a cold tone

I looked at the broken plate and food on the floor then I looked at her with my eyes narrowed "THATS IT IM DONE!!" I yelled as I started walking out the kitchen

She followed me until we reached the room and I took out a duffle bag "DONE WITH WHAT NATSU" she yelled as she was leaning on the wall with her arms crossed

I opened one of the drawers and took out some of the clothes in my hands "IM DONE WITH THE LIES LUCY AND YOU TRYING TO KNOW EVERYTHING" I yelled as I threw the clothes into the bag

I started to go to the closet and I heard her stomp her foot on the floor "WHAT LIES NATSU... YOU KNOW DONT YOU AND IM SUPPOSED TO KNOW IM YOUR FUCKING WIFE FOR GOODNESS SAKE"

I took the clothes off the hanger and thew them into the bag as well "IM DONE LUCY AND YOU WANNA KNOW SO BAD FINE, I WAS AT A BAR HAPPY LUCY"

I looked at her and she wasn't there I just heared her running down the stairs. I threw on a sweater and sweatpants with my sandles then closed the bag and walked down stairs.

I went into the kitchen and saw Lucy crying while feeding Nashi who was holding her moms face "Mama" Nashi said as she was looking at her crying mother.

I walked up to Nashi and kissed her forehead "Bye Nashi, daddy's going bye bye... I love you okay and take care of your mother" I said while tears were forming in my eyes

Lucy looked at me and I looked at her while she was wiping some of the tears off her face " where do you think your going" she asked me

I started to walk away from her and Nashi and was heading towards the door "I'm leaving"

I started to open up the door until I saw Lucy close it "YOU CANT LEAVE NATSU WHAT ABOUT NASHI" she yelled/said

I started to pull the door open "WHAT ABOUT HER SHE HAS HER MOTHER SHE DOESNT ME" I yelled

I felt a sting on my left cheek and I saw lucy with both of her fist clenched together "SHE NEEDS HER FATHER IN HER LIFE STUPID ASS" she yelled

I moved her to the side and held both of her arms "good bye lucy" then I walked out the house once again feeling guilty

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I know I know your probably thinking ABOUT TIME SHE UPDATED. Well yeah I did and I'm sorry I was grounded again for like four or five days straight :/ and I hated it I'm like.... Omg I gotta update or ima die.... And my mom was like.... Your not gonna die and you can update when you get it back....... So yeah I was sorta mad but I finally got it back and decided to update for all of you so that's proof that I love all of you. Well I hope you liked this chapter. Vote and Comment and Follow please. I love you all xoxo I'll update soon...probably tomorrow like around nine o'clock ;) bye for now