I admit, as much as I love being alone sometimes. It always scares the shit out of me. There's a difference between being alone in my mind and being left alone. One without the other is bad enough. But when they're mixed together, it's a deadly mix.
Being alone in my mind is dangerous, add that on to being left alone in a room. Deadly.
Loneliness scares me for 3 main reasons.
1. I know what I can get up to when I'm on my own and I'm in a bad place. It's scary.
2. Loneliness is lonely.
3. I'm shit at helping myself, I rely on others to help me.
Feeling lonely is horrible.
