My Time

nr. 36

I've been home for a month now.
No contact with Jungkook....

"It's horrible..."

"I barely see him at the studio either.."

"I have no right to say that I miss him, but I do..."

My pillow was no help.

I fell down on my bed

It was Saturday and it was just past 3pm.
I decided to call Ji-Eun (IU), a friend of mine.

"Omg, Y/N! It's been so long, how are you?"

"Hey Ji! I was just wondering if you wanted to meet and catch up?"

"I'd love to! I'm almost done with practice, so wanna meet in like 2 hours?"

"Sounds great! Call me when you're done".

"I will, byee".

I hung up and now I was alone in my dark room again.
I hust've fallen asleep, because I woke up about thirty minutes later by Jimin.

"Aish Y/N!"

I sat up "Huh?"

"Have you been laying here all day?!"

"How the hell did you get in?"

"Get up. I brought food".

He walked out of the bedroom and I got up.

I walked into the kitchen, where he was.

"How did you get into my house?"

"I asked your manager if I could borrow a key".

"He let you!?!?"

"Well, I told him that you asked me to bring over some papers you forgot at the studio".

I sat down by the table "Why did yiu come?"

"Well, none of us have really seen you at the studio and when we did, you looked really upset and stressed, so I wanted to make sure you're okay".

He sat down infront of me and handed me the food.

"I'm fine" I said.

He kept looking at me. He didn't believe me.

"Fine. I miss Jungkook, but I have no right to. I mean, I told him I needed a break, i'm such an asshole".

"No you're not".

"How is he?"

"You probably don't wanna hear this... He has a date tonight".

I think I died there for a second.

"A d -date? With who?"

"I don't think you know her. Her name is Ji-Eun, or well, IU".

"WHAT"

"What???"

"I'm supposed to meet her in like an hour. I mean, I knew he used to like her, but..."

"Wait, what the fuck?"

"Jimin are you serious? I mean, she's great, but".

"Okay, I need to tell him. Hang on".

He left the room and I quickly texted Ji-Eun to tell her I had to cancel.

I could honestly cry, if Jimin wasn't here.

I cupped my face and leaned my elbows on the table.

Jimin came back in "Well, apparently he knew. He wants you to call him".