My Time

nr. 35

I got back into the ballroom woth the rest of the members.
"Where's Jungkook?" I asked my dad.

"Last time I saw him, he was in my socalled office, talking to one of my employees".

"Where's your office?"

He lead us to his office, and as he opened the door, I saw Jungkook laying on the floor, with blood everywhere.

"JUNGKOOK!"
I ran to his side.

He turned his head to me "Shit. Hey".

Just as he said it, I saw my dads employee laying on the other side of the room.

My dad and his bodyguards ran over to mske sure he was oksy.

"Aish, Jungkook! I thought you were dead" my eyes started watering.

Namjoon came over to us "Jungkook-ah! What the hell happened?!"

"He raped Y/N.."
Jungkooks eyes started watering too.

My dad heard this and immediately turned to his security "Get this man out of my sight and make sure he doesn't come back!".

My dad left with them, so now it was me and them alone.

"Jungkook.. Why?" I started crying.

"I heard you talking to him and when you told him that in korean, I couldn't stop myself".

"Are you hurt?"

"No, I got this cut, but i'm fine".
He lifter his shirt and there was a huge cut on his chest.

I gasped "Namjoon, call an ambulance! Jungkook stay down".

I took off my cardigan and placed it on his chest and put some pressure on with my hands.

"Y/N, i'm fine".

"I'm sure you sre, but i'm not taking any chances!" I shouted.

We waited for an ambulance and when they finally arrived, Namjoon left with them, so we drive to the hospital with some staff.

When we finally arrived, we met Namjoon at the reception.

I ran over to him "Is he okay?"

He smiled at me "He's fine. They're just stitching him up".

I walked to a couch and fell down in relief.

Namjoon sat nect to me "Hey guys, can I talk to Y/N alone?"

The others left.

"Listen, Y/N..."

"Yeah, I'm sorry for overreacting.."

"No. It's just... Jungkook is a very protective person and i'm worried"

"Worried? Why?"

"Well, he's very protective of you and I feel like it's gonna blow up in his face. For example tonight. He got in a huge fight because of some guy who hurt you".

I was honestly a little offended.
"Joon, I didn't mesn for sny of you to hear it, but I will talk to him".

"Just, please be careful..."

I walked to the cafeteria and got a cup of coffee.
I knew that our relationship was messy, but that didn't really seem like a reason to break up.
Although it felt like it was getting too messy...

I kept so many secrets from him and it seemed like it just made it worse.

I sat by a table, when Yoongi came over.

"I know what you're gonna say".

He looked at me confused "What?"

"You think Jungkook is too protective blah blah".

He sat down "Do you think that?"

"Don't you?"

"Well, sure it's messy, but who cares. Do you realize how boring it would be if it was perfect?"

"Yoongi... Sometimes I just feel like it isn't worth it. We both keep getting hurt in some way..."

"Y/N..."

"Maybe we need a break from each other...."

"Really?"

"Yeah... I don't want him to end up in a hospital because of me agsin..."

"He's not here because of you. He's here because of who he is. He's protective and sometimes it gets out of control..."

"No, we should take a break, at least until we're bith finished with the comebacks".

I stood up and walked to Namjoon.

"Great, you're here. Jungkook is back. We can go say hi".

I gave him a fake smile and we walked into the room.

"Ah, Jungkook-ah!" Nsmjoon exclaimed.

We all sat and laughed for hours, until they wanted to go home.

"I think i'm gonna stay a little longer" I told them.

"Okay, call us ehen you're back".

They left and me and Jungkook sat there in dilence for a few seconds.

"Jungkook..."

"No, I'm sorry. I overreacted. I shouldn't have done what I did..."

My heart stopped.
"Jungkook... I'm tired of this"
I started crying.

"You being protective is one thing, but then you end up in the emergency room and we bith keep getying hurt. I'm so tired".

His eyes started watering.
"Y/N.. Jagiya... Please".

"I'm not saying that we should break up, but I need some time to get my head around everything..."

Tesrs were streaming down both our faces.

"We should take a break..."

"No, please don't. I can change!"

I stood up and walked to the door.
My heart broke with the last sentence.

"I don't want you to change, Kook. I just need time".

And with that, I left.

I cried as I ran outside to get a cab.

I called Jimin.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Jimin. I'm on my way back to the hotel".

"Oh, are you okay?"

"Yeah, I just didn't want you to worry".

"Okay, well you know where to find me".

I hung up the phone and when we finslly arrived after whst felt like hours, I went straight to my room and changed into shorts and a t-shirt.

I stood in the bathroom and washed my face, when I suddenly heard a knock on the door.
I quickly dried off and went to see who it was.

I opened the door and there was Jimin.
Befire I could say anything, he was wrapped around me.

I started crying. I guess he knew what happened...
He just kept hugging me for what felt like eternity.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" He quietly asked.

I shook my head "no" and went back into the hug.