DIGGY
I still lay there with Eli in my arms and I can feel the blood and sweat running down his back. He hissed at me and I let go of him. "What do you mean Diggy, you could never hurt me." He said placing a kiss on my lips. I let go of him and I could see the blood on my hands and on my nails.
He rolls off of me and I sat up on the pillow on his side of the bed. "Eli I think that there is something interfering with my happiness." I spoke.
"Babe is it me?" Eli asked concerned.
"Ofcourse not." I replied. "Its just something I've beem dealing with for a long time."
"Well can we talk about it?" Eli questioned.
"Well you know I usually tell you everything, but I think I need to think on this myself this time." I reply.
"But you dont feel like we both need to be apart of this?" He asked.
"I mean not really because Ive been dealing with this even before we got together." I said timidly.
"But this is your happiness babe, I know you. Whats the biggest part of your happiness?" He spoke.
"Us." I responded.
"Okay then, if it effects your happiness then it effects us." Eli spoke truthfully.
I was so mesmerized by the way he got me and easily completed my thoughts before I even knrw them. I just want to protect him but I dont know how to tell him.
"Babe its just complicated. Just let me do it alone." I say.
"But what could have you so down, I just want you to know that im here for you." He said.
"I know you are and I know you want to help but it doesn't always work like that, just let me do it myself and if I need more of your support I ask you. Right now I just dont need you like at all." I explained.
I watched as Eli's facial expression quickly changed. He slowly scooted away and I watched him as he got closer to the end of the bed and I saw him stand up with his scratched up back and quickly threw his underwear on.
He turned from me and started to walk away.
"Oh baby, Im sorry I didnt mean it like that." I tried to apologize.
"Naw you said you dont need me at all right now so, I was gonna give you the alone time you need." He cut me off.
"No Eli, ofcourse I need you but, I just need your moral and emotional support not really physical. I just need to fix some things with me. Im sorry for making you feel like that, Im always gonna need you." I said hugging Eli.
He reluctantly wrapped me in his arms. He lifted my head and kissed me. I felt safe and secure. I slipped some black Calvin Klein underwear on and I walked back to the bed where Eli was. I climbed under the covers and Eli kissed me laying his head down and placing his hand on my abdomen.
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FanfictionA Diggy Simmons FanFic When DL school football player quickly falls for schools DL bad boy. Will their relationship come in between friends, gangs, and egos.