So uhm... it's been a while since I've updated, I've had Wrighters block here recently so... ya... hope you enjoy. And Imma try doing less dialogue so my stories go smoother.
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That wasn't a dream...
My breath was heavy and my head hurt. How?! And for that matter why, was I there? Thoughts filled my head. Everything hurt. I was too scared to move. What did he want from me. Why does everything hurt. Why can't I be normal. Why. Why. WHY! Of course I, of all people, had to be born into the zenin clan. Tears threatened to fall. I curled into and ball and stared over at the wall.
"Why?" I asked myself. Then came a knock on my door. "Y/n?" It was Itadori.
"Go away..." I felt bad for shoving him away, but it was for his sake. He did need to hear all my problems. That's how I lost people in the past, friends, people I trusted.
~{back flash}~
"Y/n~Chan! What's wrong?" My friend Mio asked me. I was in my early years of junior high/middle school and I and Mio had been friends for a long time. We had been friends since we were in kindergarten and were inseparable. We were like family.
"N-nothing" I said looking away from him and tucking my head into my knees.
"Well your crying so something is obviously wrong" he said scooting closer to me, concern in his voice. I had always told him everything, but I felt this was too personal and I felt I was weak if I did say. "Y/n?" He asked. I looked over to him and lunged at him giving him a hug and crying.
"Mio I can't stand it! I'm so stressed out lately, I'm tired, I feel I can't do it anymore" I start, he nods for me to go on. " I'm not sure how much more I can take of this training. Megumi is doing fine, but I'm falling behind and everything hurts" I rant.
After I had told him everything he had walked me home later that day, comforting me the whole way there. When he left I had felt better, but the upcoming days got worse... After that he had avoided me like the plague. I tried to ask him why he was avoiding me, but he never said. People started to make rumors about me, but it was fine I guess.
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"Y/n are your crying?!" Itadori asked once more.
"I don't want you to leave too..." I sniffed "I can't loss you if I tell you my problems." I chocked. I was cold and I hurt. It was all happening again... "I won't leave, just... please tell me, I'm worried about you" he said now sounding sad... I walked over to the door and heard him mutter something to himself but, I wasn't sure what. "Did you say something?" I asked. He started to blush.
"N-no! Hehe it's ok, I'm ok" he laughed nervously. "Oh... ok" I say nervously as I walk back over to my bed and sit down. He shut the door behind him and turned to come sit with me on my bed. I was starting to get nervous again, I usually wouldn't tell anyone my problems unless it was maki, sometimes Gojo or Megumi but that was if maki told me I should let them know if it was that bad. "So what's going on?" Itadori asked, making me snap out of my thoughts...
"I don't think this was a dream, but..." I paused. "I saw Sukuna. He was there, in my dream clear as day. Sitting atop a throne of bones and talking to me." I said shakily. Itadori looked a little shocked, now thinking of it, he probably knows. "Y/n, I don't think that was a dream. With the way your describing the situation, it's almost exactly like when I went into his doman... but how could you've gotten in there!? I'm his vessel so it only makes since-" he said, starting to trail off a little.
"Itadori?"
"Ahh! S-sorry, I kinda got lost in my thoughts" he laughed nervously. "It's ok, so your saying... this wasn't a dream?" I ask. "No. Did he touch you at all, and if he did where? Now thinking about it that's a weird question..." he said with a blush. " GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTER ITADORI!!! And uhm... ya... I grabbed me as I was trying to back away, my waist still kinda hurts where he had touched me..." I said in a low voice. "He what!?" Itadori said in a whisper shouting voice. "I-it's not that-" Itadori cut me off as he stood up. "Imma try and talk to him, get some rest y/n." He said running out of my room...
"Weird..." I said to myself as I fell back on to my bed and closed my eyes...
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A/n: sorry it was short and you guys had to wait so long for an update 😭. I really am sorry, I've just been really busy this summer break and I've been trying to catch upon a bunch of animes I've needed to finish. I finished watching bungo stray dogs, and this week I watched yuri on ice and will definitely watch it again, started bungo stray dogs wan, and I need to finish watching haikyuu because I started it last October 24th and it's now June 18th of 2022... and I'm on the last episode of season 2... but then again with school I never really had time for long animes, that's why I didn't watch attack on titan like I wanted too, or Hunter hunter, or Naruto 🥲... but I really hope you guys enjoyed, I'm sorry again for the long wait, I've been working on another story too and I need to start working in a third story I've been planning on doing for about 2 months now, so... sorry again 😭🙏
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