Scarred Love

Chapter 17

I decided not to call the cops and not to call my father. I needed to sort this out on my own because it was my problem and I didn't want to involve anyone in it. Maybe if I didn't speak to him in the store, we wouldn't be in this position. Maybe if he used a condom, I would be a normal teenage girl. But the truth of the matter was that I couldn't go back to the past. I swiftly snapped out of my thoughts when I heard loud banging on the front door. I took a deep breath and walked over to the door. I wasn't thinking straight; I must've thought I was brave. I unlocked the door and he stepped inside, without being invited in. He was holding Alyssa and when he entered the house, he put her on the floor to play. He grabbed my arm and dragged me upstairs. He escorted me into the bedroom and pushed me onto the bed. He then started to take off his top, what did he think he was doing?

"Christian" I whispered. "Put your top on and get out of my house before I call the cops" I said. I didn't want to fight him; not while Alyssa was here.
"I fucking love you, do you not get that?" He yelled. "I want us to be a family again, how many times do I need to fucking tell you that!" He said and smacked me across the face. The side of my face was stinging; just like it was when he hit me the first time.
"I am so sorry, it was a accident" He said as he tried to comfort me. I felt a single tear fall down my face and I quickly try and wipe it. He looked me straight in the eyes with those big brown eyes of his. Before I knew it, I was kissing him.

He left me for dead and I was kissing him? It was as if he had cast a spell on me; I could never stop loving him. I stopped kissing him because it was getting quite intense and Alyssa was still in the house. He put his head next to my ear and started to whisper in my ear. My body started to shake a little; the effects he had on me were un real. "I want us to be together, baby girl" He whispered. "I will make it work, we will make it work" He said.