live before i leave

chapter 6

"this is what you really want?" He said trying to lighten the mood and his hand went up his hair. I
noticed his veins and I looked at his side view. Maybe I didn't know my Albert was this handsome. Of course he was handsome and I knew it but this side of him tired and free not wanting to get my attention was attractive. Was that a question he asked or a statement, like he didn't care about my answer and made up his mind.

"Was that a question?" I asked trying to see his reaction.

" Something like a statement question, because I think you made a choice and you weren't usually making this type of choices." He laughed and I tried to laugh but I realized something, was it that he never knew the kind of person I am or he doesn't know how life is cause he is rich. Damn am also rich I can't insult rich people.

" Have you forgotten that life doesn't go the way we plan or people just make choices one morning"

"Even if you were making choices you should have considered your safety, those around you and how it'll affect you"

" What are you saying?" I didn't want an argument so i refrained from saying something, whether the break up opened my eyes to see how he saw me

" You are selfish"

" Was this how you saw me albert?, Was this how I was to you?" It felt like he slapped me and I felt pagn in my heart.

"No." His jaw working. " You also didn't care about yourself but when making choices you don't ask,you don't check on those that love you"

"So what you have to be involved in all my decisions making?, What are you now my father?"

" I hate to break it to you halaam,you are clueless and you don't really know how to make decisions. Remember you said so and always contacted me when making. But when you went abroad you changed. Mingling with the americans, teaching you how to curse. God you couldn't even know what to learn". He said looking at me and it dawnwd, he loved me cause of my parents.

" Fuck you!" I said calmly and he sighed. " Isee you broke up with me cause of my attitude not my sickness. I knew as much, because I'd stay with you no matter what and expected so from u. But you should know , if you ever come in my life nagging me, I'll sue you."

" Haal there's freedom of speech" so he found it funny. He hurt me but he found it funny, how did I love him.

" Drop me!" I said calmly with anger lacing under my voice.

" Haal you need to drop the case"

" I said drop me and you are telling me this bullshit"

" Haal you know you are not safe around him, he can hurt you physically"

" But you have the right to hurt me emotionally. " I bit my lips and held my tears"how did i fall in love with you. Was it because of dele you were still by my side?" He looked away and I felt hurt. This was it. " Stop the car!" I said and he kept on driving. " I said stop the car!" A bit louder, he looked at me and I gave him glares. His eyes red and he clenched his jaw and the car stopped. I came down and banged his door so hard my heart skipped a beat. Am not usually violent" forget us!"

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The world was blunt or is it my eyes. I felt my legs heavy as I was walking, at least I would have asked him to drop me near house. A car passed and it happened to be my favorite car hyundia, it didn't look Soo eye catching like before. The car stopped and came back.

" Care for a ride?"

I looked at him and was a bit scared. He was an attractive man,but what his kind with the classy car was doing here, I didn't know. " Did you know that people get kidnapped nowadays" I looked around" sometimes in the middle of the road with no one around" he raised an eyebrow and smirked . Typical American"I'd care but no"