live before i leave

chapter 11

I opened my eyes and all I could see was white, I heard the sound beep beep. Hospital, how did I get here. Am I sick or what , what of my family. Then it came on me, last night incident. "Nooooooooooooo!!!!!" I screamed as Ishot my head up trying to walk but fell and mom ran to help me. She held me and kept on crying,, the doctors rushed in and gave me sedative

"Am sorry!" I cried holding my mom and I saw a tear drop from her eyes. "Am sorry..y.y." I cried as my dad was standing on the door, his face red and i couldn't take it. I started convulsing as the doctors ran to me to stable me, the last I remembered was mom covering my eyes

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It's not like I broke a lot of bones or something bad happened, the wrist that was sprained dislocated and I broke two fingers, how come nabil's leg got off. I wanted to open my eyes when two people came in the room

"She's not to be blamed" the female voice happened to be my mom and o know for sure it's my parents.

"What do you mean,, she's the elder one and I warned her to drop the case. I knew something bad would happen but not to this extent " he said and I felt guilty rise in my belly

"We all knew but we didn't expect this. You have to calm down, we can't loose another child" mom said

"Like we are not loosing her, she killed her brother"

"He was the one who wanted to go with her" mom defended me

"She was always stupidly stubborn, what is she an elder for if she can't stand on her words" I held my breath and bit my lips not wanting to make a sound. I closed my eyes and let the tears fall, it's time I give up. After the door shut and I didn't hear a sound. I stood up taking my blanket and hanged it on the window. Putting it on my neck, I thought about my life and jumped. I felt someone holding my hand and when I turned I saw sadiq.

"How can you die without seeing me, without answering my question?" He smiled

"How did you come in , I didn't hear any sound. !?"

"I have been here before your parents came in." He paused and looked at me" if you think I came to tell you it's not your fault, you are wrong. I warned you
You'll put your family in danger, now see where you are Ms lawyer"

"Are you moking me?"

"You need the truth haal". His grip tightened on my hand" I won't be able to live with you dying.itll be my fault and I don't want to live in guilt" I could feel the breeze blowing below my leg and it was calling me to come.

"Even if I don't die now I'll soon die"

"Stop saying those stuffs, You are opportuned to be alive and you are saying shit. There's a difference, make the difference " he drew me up and I fell on his chest, my broken finger hurt a little and my wrist hit his chest making me feel pain again.

"I am sorry" I said crying as he.held me and we sat down me crying in his arms and I felt so comfortable and welcomed. The same guy that broke my heart is making it feel lively now.

"No more case" I didn't want to argue and nodded as all I wanted was.to hold on to him like this .

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I opened my eyes and it happened to be I was lying on my bed, I noticed someone by my side and closed it quick.

"I hope you die"" nabila said and I gripped the bed sheet as she cursed angrily. "Don't wake up, die and rot in jail bitch" I tried suppressing a scream as her next words stung"I know you are awake, prove it" I didn't open my eyes but felt her staring and then the door opened and closed. I opened my eyes a little and saw her standing there."open it"