live before i leave

chapter 12

"Hey you've slept enough or do you want to join me?" Someone asked and i looked up to see nabil sitting down with his hands crossed. "Am going to forgive you but first you'll allow me to help you" he said and I got up looking around seeing I was alone

"You can't help me again nabil" I squeezed my face smiling sadly looking at him "I have to let you go this time around

"No I will keep on appearing in your presence till you accept my offer" he stated and I didn't know how to feel again but the pain in my.heart.

"Seeing you will only make me.feel guilty, I am already guilty so please stop"

"I am not going to die like this, they made me leave terribly" he said and his hands turned into fist. The door opened and nabila came in. I looked at nabil and I saw the sadness in his eyes as he looked at his twin. She hugged me quickly and I hugged her back.

"Don't think of leaving me.again ever!" She warned me and I smiled looking at our entwined hands, I squeezed her hands and she kissed my cheeck." What are doing with Albert?"

I looked in her eyes and saw hope, hope for what"am dropping the case"

"What?,no you can't!" Nabil said and I tried not to look at him

"No sis don't" she replied and I looked shocked

"Yes don't" nabil said and I closed my eyes"so of all times it's now you are turning you back?" He shouted and I glared at nabila as she was confused

"Sister you have gone far plus like you said Albert is innocent and I know you want to fight for him"

"It's a lie "nabil said glaring at me

"I know.you are worried about us, but we support you, we'll be fine"she replied looking at me

"No I can't" I said avoiding nabil's eyes

"Really so you don't want to, you don't want to loose anyone huh?" I closed my eyes and bit my lips"so it got you loosing someone to know you should have given up long ago?" He looked hurt

"No" I said

"What?" Nabila asked and I shook my head as she looked in the direction of nabil and back at me

"Hmmmm, " she replied folding her hands. "You look disturbed "

"Am fine" I replied smiling

"Am not!" He said raising his voice and I looked at nabila but she didn't know what was going on "you traded my life to realize how stupid you are, I am wondering how you became a lawyer?!" He sat down on the bed near me and I shifted a little
"Let me help you, we need to put that bastard behind bars"

I looked at my sister"I think I need to rest" I held my head and she kissed my free hand

"Do rest, we want you to follow your dream but all the same I don't want to loose my sister" she said and stood up as I liked and she went.i turned to nabil and didn't see him

"You looking for me?" He asked and I turned to see him in the door as he stood up and walked to me"why don't you want me to help you now, am fit to help you now, I'll protect you and ..."

"You know who did this?" I cut him and he looked down while I walked to his side." You know who killed you?"

"So if I do?" He looked me in the eyes and my brother's ginger hair fell in his face" I knew who were dealing with but I needed evidence and I was too late"

"Evidence for what ?" I was shocked"have I ever doubted you?"

"You haven't but your emotions will" he was visibly angry