Revenge *Not edited*

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Beware for very emotional characters and different types of emotions !!! And many povs

Jade

After the meeting about the mafia ball I've been pushing people away again, including Alina.

She knows I don't mean to but I'm......hurting you could say.

We're on our way to their graves right now, everyone is silent and the tension is dark and sad.

The only one who seems to be okay is Fallons daughter since she doesn't even know what's going on.

"Capo, we're here" my driver says.

"Thank you Austin" I say as we all get out.

We all decided to take turns saying something to reina and Nikolai.

(A/N when you see this type of writing [hey] is when they are saying something to them.

I let go of Alina's hand and walk up to her grave , trying my hardest not to cry.

"Reina, god I wish I knew what I am suppose to say but I don't. I'm still hurting after five whole years. You were my bestfriend , my first love and you being actually gone hurts. You said you would never leave and yet you have , I just hope your happier then you ever could of been down here. I miss you so fucking much, your smile, your laugh, the late night talks. I'm hurting and I don't know how to handle it, anyways happy five years Reina Amara, I love you."

"Nikolai , we didn't really talk much alone besides when we were all together , but You came in wanting to kill my best friend but over the time I saw how much you loved Reina no matter how oblivious you were. She loved- she loves you so much and I hope your both together in peace, we miss you"

                                   Fallon

"How am I suppose to do this , I never thought I'd be talking to your gravestone at least not yet, I'm sorry I didn't come visit you sooner I'm so so sorry. Me and Jacob had a baby girl, you would of loved her, her name is Raina just different spelling. God this is fucking painful, It hurts. Our parents haven't spoken to us since you died , your parents are grieving and I wish we could help them. I miss and love you so much Reina. Rest easy"

"Nik, I don't even know what I'm suppose to say to you, you'd probably scoff or some shit like that. We weren't close but you were one of us and I wish we got closer. I'm sorry that this happen to you but thank you for trying to save her".

                                   Jacob

"Shit Reina, why did you have to go outside and take a breather for? You always were the one to get in trouble or something, I just wished we could of gotten to you faster. I'm sorry for failing you, I'm sorry I left Jade when she needed us, but I'm back now and I'll make sure nothing happens to those three girls, I miss you sis. If you where here you'd be spiking the hell out of kid right now. God I miss you, Rest In Peace Rein"

"Nik, I had a feeling she would get hurt at some point but not die, thank you for doing everything you could for trying to save her . We where getting close and you just had to go a die you stupid idiot, kidding but I was hoping for little Reina's or little Nikolai's. But thanks for everything man"

                                  Alina

"Fuck Nik, I'd say your stupid for staying down there and trying to save her. But then we'd still have you and no Reina, and me and her may not have been close but she was something special. And you were in love , you'd would of done anything for her and I know now how that is. You were like another brother to me , you helped me coming out , you helped with my first break up, you trained me, you saw me as your sister and I'll forever miss that and I'll forever miss you, love you nik"

"Hey Reina, we got off the wrong foot I guess at first. You didn't want me with Jade but I understood that considering nik wanted you dead at first, but thank you for loving him. Thank you for bringing his soft side back out before the whole thing happen. You were special to everyone and I can see why, goodbye Reina"

                                   Alekski

"Hey brother, I don't have much to say since you know I suck at emotions but I miss you. There isn't a day where I don't stop and think of our memories. Like the time we first went to the snow and you threw a fucking snow ball at my face, then I threw it back and you beat my ass or the time we went on a mission and my dumbass for shot in the leg you carried my ass out. I miss it, the memories and you being here"

"Hey Reina, I know we didn't get off on the best start . I didn't like you at first and you knew that but yet you still took your time to talk to me. I wish I didn't waist the first month disliking you cause then we could of been friends, hang in there R"

                                     Levi

"I fucking hate you, I hate you for leaving , I hate you for dying and I didn't get to say goodbye , but I also hate my self for not coming here sooner. I'm so sorry I was such a shitty bestfriend, I'm sorry that all the time we had is gone now, it's just a memory. And I'm sorry I said I hate you because you know I don't. You are my bestfriend, my brother, my boss. I'm sorry I can't do this , love you brother"

"Reina, I really did dislike you. I disliked you for killing my bestfriends dad, I disliked you because you seemed like a cocky bitch, and I disliked you because even when I did you were still nice to me, how can someone be known as the most ruthless person be so fucking nice. I'm sorry."

                                   Jade

After we all said what we needed we all left, we're back at the mansion now doing our own things.

The guys are drinking and playing pool.

And the girls are with Raina in the living room.

And I'm in my bathroom trying not to cry , looking at myself in the mirror.

"Don't you fucking cry Jade, don't you dare" I say to myself.

My little pep talk didn't work, because here I am having black tears come down my face from the mascara.

I grip my hands tight trying to feel pain, but it's not working.

Next thing I know the mirror is shattered , glass everyone along with blood.

And now a busted hand.

"FUCK" I shout and let the cries out as I fall to my knees.

I didn't even notice Alina coming in and coming to me, holding me as I sob.

"Let it out love, I'm here" she says as she lets me crying to her chest.

I fucking miss you.

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Lmk for spelling errors.

My poor babies are hurting....