Love me or leave me

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Not to decide is to decide
Harvy Cox

Pete POV
I feel definitly terrible for doing this but i have no other choice. Vegas left with Khun Kan and so is my oportunity to sneak in his computer and try to find something about the minor family. I turned on the computer and started to search any suspect files. So frustrating, i can't seem to find anything and this is bothering me greatly! I am risking it all by doing this just to not find anything. Aishh i can't believe this. Vegas wouldn't be dumb enough to leave things hanging here in such an easy place. I better hurry or Vegas is going to find m-
-Pete?- a voice called.
It was Khun Vegas. How come he came so silently i didn't hear him coming. I am fucking doomed. Is he going to hurt me now? Ahh i feel so dumb. I don't know what to do so i am just standing still looking down cowardly.
-So after all,you're anything more than a dog of the major family- Vegas said harshly.
-Khun Vegas is not like that... i mean i was just checking if everything was organized for you-
-Pete i am surely not stupid to believe that. Are you seriously here just to spy on me? Did you really think i would leave everything like this?
I can't read his face though. It has a mix of angriness and disapointment.
-If you were any other person i would punish you but because you are not from the minor family anyway i am going to warn you for the first and last time: mind your business and don't meddle with the minor family. After Nop recovers you can go away as you wish and don't need to pretend that you understand me anymore. Just be like any bodyguard- Vegas said angrily.
I noded, bowed and left. I fucked up everything. There are no chances of finding anything about the minor family and worse than that, Vegas think i done all of that out of secondary interest. I mean i came here for that but all my care towards him were out of sympathy and maybe guilt or shame? I can't think right now so i might as well go to my rom.
The next days i barely saw Vegas as he never came out of his room and i was by the door. He hasn't gotten barely any sleep hours and hasn't eaten barely anything. I am worried that at this point he might just collapse but i don't dare to say a word because i know i'll make things worse... more than they already are. But why is Vegas like that though? Because of what i done? I am just a major clan bodyguard so he shouldn't care so much but still it hurts me.
What now? A tall and beautiful man is standing still by the door looking at me with a bag of beers.
-Vegas can you tell your bodyguard to let me pass? He's intimidating me!
A voice from inside replied:
- Leon you can come in.
Shortly after, Leon slapped the door in my face not letting me know what the hell is going on. What if he is Vegas fuck boy? Not that i care because i do not but the plan is all ruined anyways and now things are not looking good for me. Are they going to get drunk and fuck each other? I definitly do not want to hear that.
After a bit Leon came. He was neat so i doubt anything happened. He looked at me and smiled before saying:
-You should look after Vegas since his condition is not the best. He drank so much like i have never seen before. If his father sees him like that he surely will have problems.
I noded and immediatly went inside the room seeing a drunk Vegas laying on the floor.
-Khun Vegas, you need to rest and drink some water. You haven't eaten anything so this is not good for your health.
Vegas started to humm something:
-Pete... you don't need to... pretend you care anymore... i know your plan already so just shut up and leave me alone.
-Khun Vegas this is not about Khun Kinn or the major family. This is about you.
-Sure because you care about me so much, Pete.
-I do Vegas... i mean Khun Vegas. Let me put you on bed.
I used all the strength on my body to carry Vegas, so much that we both fell in his bed with my sweaty body against his. Vegas then whispered:
-promise me you'll be here when i wake up Pete.
-I promise.
Vegas embraced my arms in his body and we both fell asleep. I could feel his breath shortning from times to times when he had a nightmare and he would pull me closer. This is something i never experienced before not even in the major family with other bodyguards so it feels new. Even if i had held him before it always feels diffrent.
We were like that for hours until i woke up with Vegas looking at me-again like last time- and i got embaressed af. What have i been doing? Sleeping in the bed of the enemy!! But as bad as it sounds i am compelled by his charm, his soul and wounds. These days have been the most exciting of my life and i don't know if what i feel is love or something else. For now i'll just hug Vegas tightly as i am embracing this small place pulling us together.
-Khun Vegas, how do you feel?- i gulped nervously- you asked me to stay so...
-I know Pete. My head is banging endlessly but the pain i carry with me is by far much more hurtful than this. Let's stay like this for a while. Don't ask complicated questions Pete. Let me just enjoy the shortness of this longing moment for a bit and i'll let you go after.

I noded and smiled to Vegas.

Vegas POV
All i need now is Pete's embrace regardless of how he feels. I'll let him go eventually but as long as Kinn doesn't take him back i am willingly letting him stay and breaking my heart a bit more.

End of a new chapter. I hope you guys liked it. As you noticed Pete started to call Vegas by Vegas (only when thinking abt him)- this because he is slowly breaking his walls and not seeing Vegas as his "Khun" anymore. Also Leon is just Vegas' friend and they never had anything. Leon is a character i made thinking about the fact that i also want Vegas to have a good friend. Both of them are falling hard and writting  Vegas pov is hurting me a lot! Anyways see you shortly!!
XOXO🥰🙏

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