Fire in gasoline

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The vilain is a villain only when the story is told by a hero
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Vegas POV
Waking up now with Pete by my side is both comforting and unsual, specialy because he is the first man i am sleeling with that i haven't had sex with before. Pulling Pete to my arms after what happened was like pouring fire in gasoline. It can explode but together they are unbeatable. This past week because of Pete words and caressing touch i've felt less lonely and a bit happier. For the first time in a while i feel like i can endure all of my father's harsh words better. The touch of his petite body to my much stronger and taller body feels good. For the first time i wondered what would be like to have sex with Pete though i would never do anything without his consent. I am evil but even i have my principles. Sex should be the foundation of both commited bodies that eager for each other and not a forced stimulation. Pete would never love me because i know he sees me as a monster and i myself don't know if what i am starting to feel for Pete is love. All i know is that i want to keep hugging him and making him warm while i breathe in his neck and he gets startled. I have been observing Pete's face for a while: his cute soft lips, his black soft hair and his restless eyes are so beautiful. I can't believe i never noticed it before,good thing that idiot Kinn sent me Pete.
Pete started to open his black eyes and go startled when he saw my face looking at him carefully. He started to stutter:
-Khun- Ve-gas, are you awake krub? If you don't need me anymore i am going to go. He seemed nervous and blushy. I have that power in people i guess. He was standing up when i called his name:
-Pete- i said softly- thank you for today and the day before. With you i feel that i am less of a monster. I then smiled to a confused Pete who was caught up by surprise. He just noded and left the room anxious.
After Pete left i started to organize a few documents and prepare a few other things related to the minor family. Pete was guarding my room's door but i could not see him so i just kept on working as i would usually do if Nop was there guarding. Though for Nop i don't feel a thing.
Its lunch time now and so i planned onto inviting Pete to eat with me outside. Not that he has a choice but i want to know more about him and a lunch seems a good ideia. I also want to go for a walk to freshen up my mind.
-Pete, what would you like to eat? I am going for a walk and i want you to join me.
Pete was surprised but happy. He most love food very much.
- anything is fine Khun Vegas!- he is just being polite but i am going to eat what he orders anyways.
-Pete just tell me what you would like to eat and we'll go there. I am the one invinting you!
-Humm Khun Vegas i would love southern rice- he said happily, like a cute child.
-Lets eat that then- i said.
On the way i asked Pete if he was from the southern because out of all things he asked to eat southern rice. He told me he used to live there with his grandparents before he came to the major family. He also told me the major family was the one to help his grandparents and he came in as a bodyguard out of gratefullness- at least Kinn gives me something to thank him about. When we arrived at the restaurant i ate the plate Pete asked and it was surprisingly delicious. Pete probably misses rice very much because he asked for another round. He is as cute as a little child with candy. We ate silently since Pete was enjoying his food very much. In the end i paid and we left the small business shop. Pete seemed restless so i asked him if everything was fine and he asked something that surprised me:
-Khun Vegas, has your father always been like this?
He was the first person who not only took care of me but also asked about the monster i call my father. I looked at him with a surprised face and he hurriedly said:
-Sorry Khun Vegas. Lets head home quickly. He was walking upfront but i pushed his arm softly to not hurt him and said:
-You know? Before my mom's suicide he was pretty decent but after that he became worse. I believe my mom killed herself because she married a heartless monster like him. Growing up was a nightmare and it still is but i am stronger now and i have to protect Macau from him- the words started to flow through my tongue and mouth and started to get out even before i could antecipate that.
Pete said:
-Macau loves you very much Khun Vegas as my grandparents love me. If you have at least someone in your life who loves u uncundionally it's worthy.
Pete words made me think about something i never did before and i hope that one day that person will not be Macau alone but Pete as well. We went home safely and today i found out that Pete is pretty talkative. I don't mind because i prefer to be quiet. He is good for him but i know i am not good for him. I don't want to cause him any harm.

Pete pov
Eating rice after a long time felt great and it was  delicious. Khun Vegas was after all a good company. More than i expected him to be. I don't think he's a monster though he probably thinks i do think that. But i don't. Maybe because i could see what anyone has ever seen before or because he made me happy with rice but still he is not a monster.
Khun Kinn asked me, through a phone he gave me, to search on Khun Vegas computer anything suspicious,but i am still waiting for the perfect oportunity or maybe i am just telling that to myself because i am not  brave enough to break Vegas's heart a bit more.

I didn't plan to publish another chapter today but i felt so inspired and happy about the feedback i have been receiving i decided to do so. I hope you guys are enjoying! Yall are the best!! Also if you like psycopathic stories check my original story "Psycopath undercover"! Thank you for everything!! 🥺

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