VEGASPETE INFINITY

the tears that were left to cry

All the tears that were left to cry sink in as an ocean
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Vegas POV
I was on the phone with Nop about my family to assure him i am not going to go back in.
When I turned around i saw a panicked Pete having an attack. He was shacking in panic just like Macau when he has an attack.
Seeing him like that worries me and makes me go panicked.
He asked me to bring him a glass of water and i insisted on going to the hospital but he refused.
I laid him on bed waiting for him to calm down while i used Macau's theraly trick: asking him things to distract him from the anxiety.
It thankfully worked and Pete is feeling better.
But what still surprises me the most was what he said after:

- I am just useless Vegas! I am anything more than a coward. You left everything behind and i am here not knowing what to do about it. I am scared you might regret it in the future because i am a mere bodyguard. Khun Kan despite of all is still your father and your place is in a high position like the heir of the minor family. I can't let you just give up on everything you have been working all your life for. Vegas i don't want to hurt you. I am just-

-Pete stop- i interrupted him and placed a soft kiss on his lips holding his still trembling hands.
-You are worth of that and much more. I chose you because you made me the happiest i have ever been my whole life. Because you made me feel special, you made me feel alive.
For the longest time i thought i had no one but you came in and made my days warmer. Regardless of what happens i will never regret a single bit of us, Pete- i sincerely said.
I then kissed his forehead and leaned even closer to hug him.
Pete's face was covered in endless tears of sadness and fear for us, for himself disapointing me.
He should know that nothing will change the way i feel for him because he is simply my world and the world is too big- takes a lot to make you feel regretful and disapointed.
Pete kept humming to the things i said but i can understand his heavy heart.
-Pete i am being honest. Please understand that i truly love you and i am trying my best. You are more than enough, you are my whole universe. Do you understand that?
He was trying to say something but the tears were so overwhelming he couldn't set anything straight.
-Vegas... i love you and... i am just scared i might hurt you and make you bleed a bit more. I would carry a heavy heart for  the rest of my life.
-Pete, we can't promise to not break each other hearts because one day might come that we hurt each other but its fine. I Know we can go through all of it as long as you trust me okay?
We were still hugging and he hold me tigther:
-I love you Vegas. I love you so much i could die for you. I am so happy that i could light up the whole world for you. I'll try my best babe.
I love when he calls me that.
-You are already doing your best Pete. I can't be any more thankful to you! Let me hold you a bit longer- Pete.

Pete POV
The burden in my heart was lifted once Vegas gave me his words. I think he is just a lovely person and i love him so much.
I am going to do more. Even If Vegas thinks its enough its never enough.
I am going to give him my flesh, bones and blood and even my life if needed! I truly love him so much!
-babe?
-Hum- Vegas replied
-Thank you for everything. Thank you for making me feel special and seen. Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for loving me. Thank You for making me feels all of this in my hear.
-Pete i am the one to thank you for all the effort you have put on me, us, everything. Thank you for not seeing me as a monster. Thank You for being there for me and Thank you for not giving up.
I love you.
I pulled Vegas out of our embrace placing my hands on his cheecks kissing him passionately.
I will not let anyone take Vegas away from me. Even If i have to turn the world upside down. I will keep him beside me.
I was crying and kissing him, our kiss tasting sweet and salty, and his hands doing wonder ruffling my hair.
Vegas is always so caring and sweet i cant help but feel special and loved.
We kept on kissing without any other intention if not feeling each other.
Feeling each other as real people, making sure all of that wasnt just a dream but real.
After a while he held me on bed and we laid down having a comfy time talking about silly things- our silly things.
It was such a great time and i had so much fun with him.
In a long time we acted just like other couples do without worrying about other things.
We were just being ourselves and that was enough for me to completly fall for him more.
People who despise Vegas haven't met my Vegas.
I am the only one who knows him truly and i will always, forever, treasure him in my life.
-Love you Vegas... babe
-i love you Pete
We held hands and pulled each other closer.
God allow me to love Vegas.
If i lose my life it shall be because of Vegas. I will give my all to him just like he is willingly giving me his everything.

An emotional chapter and lovely one to relief your stress since the week is going to be too long for us KP stans.
Lets pray for a happy VegasPete ending on the series. I am going to die if they give us an open ending.
Thank you so much for everything my loves.
I adore you all 💞😭