VEGASPETE INFINITY

Let me stay

They say if the love is true, then it's easy. But that's false. Love is complicated. It's sticky. It's bliss and it's a mix of emotions. It's not easy.

Dominic Riccitello

Pete POV

After what happened yesterday Vegas didn't leave his room once and so i did not have lunch hoping he could possibly come outside so i could see him but that didn't happen. Because of that my heart was wrecked a bit more. At least other bodyguard would come to tight the security so i wouldn't be alone all day along. He's name is Wayo and i have seen him a couple of time though we never actually talked. 

-Hello Khun Pete, i am here to serve you. 

Because i have been so sad from what happened yesterday and not talking to Vegas, this stranger could steal me a smile. It did feel good to laugh a bit so i tagged along:

-It's my pleasure to have your loyalty Mr. Wayo.

He kept on laughing though Vegas is on the room because we couldn't stop. It was something so silly but Wayo was making me laugh happily and now more than ever i am happy i can still feel some type of happiness. 

Despite of everything i am still really worried about Vegas because he hasn't come out all day and i don't want him to get sick. I don't have the courage to face him after everything that happened yesterday so i am just quietly waiting. He wil eventually leave his room because of Khun Kan or because is really hungry- this because i haven't seen him chewing anything so he probably hasn't eaten a thing. 

As i was laughing with Wayo, Vegas came out furious and i and Wayo followed him all the way out thinking we would leave with us. Instead he just told us he would go by himself and left in  speed of light. So fast that we couldn't even ask for anything more.  I tought he would probably do something   related to the major family or the minor family business so i waited inside for a bit. I was starting to get worried because he was taking such a long time and he usually comes back quicly. My worriesome worsened when Khun Kan came to ask me where Vegas had been because he doesn't respond or call back- which implies Vegas hasn't been out for business reasons. Was it because of me and Wayo? It couldn't be right? What if it... is? What if Vegas gets hurt or even worse...? What if he doesn't make it home? I had no choice so i just sat still outside waiting for Vegas. 

I heard a car's engine and the view was not good. A broken car all fucked up and a stumble clumsy Vegas getting out of it. What's going on? I immedietly headed there:

-Vegas? Where have you been? Are you crazy? What has just happened to you? And look at your car- i was genuinly worried about Vegas. 

His reaction was like a bullet on my heart:

-Pete you can go away and stop pretending you actually give a damn fuck. You made clear yesterday that you're embracing me so stop already. Stop coming with false hopes so i won't break my heart a bit more.

-Vegas talk to me! Are you hearing me?- i followed him to his room- are you okay? are you hurt?

-What if i die, Pete? Why do you fucking care? You haven't said a word to me and yet you are all laughing and jokes with Wayo. Let me be. I deserve to fucking die okay? I am a fucking monster like my father so let me just fucking die. And the worse is that i hurt you too so let me fucking die. I won't break your heart anymore. 

This words hit all of my being. How could Vegas possibly thinking i wanted him to be gone? The thing i want the most in this world is to be with him and to love him. How could he possibly believe all those loose things? It doesn't make sense. I said all the words from my heart from not wanting him to be gone to the fact that him talking like that breaks my heart. What Vegas said next was absolutely heart wrenching:

-Pete if i die you can go back to major family for Khun Kinn and Khun no you like so much. And i don't want to live anyways so i was doing a favour to all of us.

I was so shocked that i couldn't even think straight.

-Pete i am truly sorry i could not fufill what i promised you about becoming better, i am sorry that my touch always hurts people and now worse than ever: i am sorry that i hurt you Pete. I am sorry that i can't be a good person for you. I am sorry that you have seen me as a monster because of what happened. I am telling you that i am sorry so you can go back to the major family, Pete. I promised i would make our love last long but because i couldn't do that because i hurt you Pete, i am sacrificing my love for you, so that you can go back to your  happy days in the major family. I will not tell anything to Kinn so just go after what makes you truly happy, Pete.

-Fuck, Vegas! You are the one who make me the happiest despite of everything. Even if i was shocked by what i witnessed yesterday i still love you Vegas and i do definitly not see you as a monster. You are not a bad person Vegas. You are just a broken person. What you done yesterday was horrendous but i shouldn't have made you feel like a monster and i should have understand it's the nature of the minor family to do so- not that i agree with that. I shouldn't have compared you to Khun Kinn, Vegas. And i am truly sorry for all of that but can you please stop talking about your death? That would hurt me more than anything. 

-Just go back, Pete... before it's too late.

-What if i want to fucking stay Vegas? What if fucking want to be with you? What if the major family doesn't fufill me anymore? What if i am slowly finding my place here too?- Vegas and I were both crying now. All the words we have been keeping in our hearts have finally came to life and we were vulnerable. Without thinking of anything more than my love for Vegas i held him first and then kissed him softly in his cold lips filled with tears. Our kiss had a taste of saltiness because of our tears and sweetness because of everything we just poured out. 

-Don't ever do this to me, Vegas! Don't disapear on me again, not like this.

-I am truly sorry, Pete.

We kept holding each other tight as if our lifes depend on that- which is not exactly a lie- and embraced each one of our wounds again. Vegas might not be perfect and might have his scary side but i chose to embrace Vegas from the beggining so i should own up to my feelings and embrace him all. Embracing Vegas good sight only is pleasure, but embracing all of his being and who he truly is, is love. Just like Vegas loves me endlessly, i too love him infinitly. 

End of chapter!! Finally our boys made up! I wanted to explore Vegas dark side along with Pete because i think that's one of the most interesting aspects of their relationship. I hope you guys didn't suffer much through this last chapters. The next ones are going to be a bit softer again so don't kill me yettt lmaoo. Thank you for everything and see you next time 💞💞
*Sorry for the delay guys and thank you so much for 10k i still cant believe it😭👀
Also what was KP ep11?? Everything was perfect, don't even start me on how beautiful VegasPete storyline in unfolding despite of everything. I love them so much it hurts😭😭😭

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