Harry's POV.
Okay, okay I know. I know I should have not lied to Louis, but I just can't tell him 'oh Zayn had been forcing me to go to parties with him'. I was too busy with Zayn's stupid parties to a point where I forgot to wash my own face once. I miss Louis so fucking much.
One thing Louis said that kept echoing in my brain ' I don't know what we are' . I feel so fucking bad , you have no idea . Zayn is a bitch, I don't know that , no no I BELIEVE IT.
Zayn , Devin and I were like the school's jock. Popular , all the girls and guys drooling over us, parties all ,day everyday, but after a bit I didn't like it . Plus Zayn didn't make me feel happy or safe like friends should do. I once refused to go to one of his filthy parties and you know what happened ? I got beat up from bitch. Zayn.
When he came here I knew that the only way I could protect Louis, is being Zayn's friend again, but god only knows how I love Louis. Now here I am , my arms around him feeling like an asshole. If I ever hear, see or know that Zayn laid a finger on Louis , earth will turn to hell for Zayn.
"H-Harry.." Louis cried a bit.
"Mhmm"
"Do you think Zayn is hot?"
"Fuck, Lou , no . I mean he's fine but he's straight and not really my type" Louis giggles a bit so I try to enlighten the mood more.
"I mean I like it up my ass. Actually I like putting it up boys' asses" I say smiling at a giggling Louis.
"Have you ever had it up your ass?" Louis asks.
"Yea I did , did you ?"
"No.." He blushes deeply.
"Never ?" I raise an eyebrow.
"I know it's embarrassing-"
"No! No it's not , plus you're going to lose it . I'm not gonna bear seeing this ass without doing anything to it" I smirk a bit.
"Harry!" Louis shrieks.
At this point, I don't even know what's going to happen anymore. Make Louis happy now then at school act like a jerk ?! Yes I ignore Louis on purpose but that's for his own good. But what's next?! I see a broken Louis one time a week only ?! And broken because of me ?!
This is messed up. You would never have any idea why now.
Maybe later...
"Harr-" Louis was cut off by a knock on my door.
"Stay here" I said quickly before getting up and opening the door. I opened the door to see my one and only sister, Gemma. Gemma is in college but sometimes she comes and visits me. Damn, I really missed her . Why did she have to grow up so quickly ?! She walked in saying a little poem while swaying her hands in the air acting like a poet.
"ROSES ARE RED
VIOLETS ARE BLUE
GIVE ME A HUG HAROLD
CAUSE I MISSED-" her eyes suddenly drop on Louis.
"Lou" she whispers really quietly. I give her a glare while Louis has a confused look on his face.
"Did you just-" Louis tries saying.
"She said 'you ',Louis. Not 'lou' " I immediately answer Louis who is still sitting on my black corduroy couch. I look back at Gemma who is still standing there staring at Louis.
" Gem, can I speak to you in the kitchen please?" I ask her.
"Uhm..uhm.." She wonders still looking at Louis.
"GEM!"
"Yes Harold, yes" she finally looks at me.
"Oh and stop calling me Harold" I tell her while walking to the kitchen.
This was not supposed to happen. Zayn wasn't supposed to show up, not Gemma and not even Hayes. God bless you fate, you know how to screw someone's life.
We walk inside my kitchen that is perfectly cleaned . I start pouring juice into glasses.
"What the hell was that Gem?!" I whisper so Louis can't hear us.
"Harry you never get tired don't you ?!"
"Shhh he doesn't know , okay?"
"Harry ,don't"
"Gem I love him okay?"I blurt out.
"...you-"
" yes Gem and guess who is so perfect to stand in my way"
"Who?"
" Mister Zayn the unbelievable bitch"
"No way"
"Yes way"
"And this is the first time I speak to him in weeks and guess who shows up, the beautiful you" I complete.
"Harr-"
"I'm sorry , I miss you so much" I walk over to her and hug her. Ugh can I be more rude ?!
When I finish pouring juice, I hand the tray with the glasses in them to Gem. We exit the kitchen and we walk back to the living room. I find Louis sitting on my couch in the same spot , just fiddling with his hand in his lap. Gemma walks over to him hands him a glass of the pineapple juice I poured.
" here cutie , what's your name?" Gemma asks Louis.
"Cutie?" I scoff sitting down next to Louis while Gem sits on a smaller couch next to the one me and Louis are sitting on.
" you don't think I'm cute..?" Louis asks quietly.
" No no , but I just don't like anyone calling you that" I whisper so only he could hear me.
" okay" he blushes while taking a sip of his juice.
"So Louis it is ? " Gemma suddenly asks.
"Dammnit Gemma , we were having a moment" I laugh lightly.
"I almost forgot you were there " I complete laughing.
" sorry I interrupted you two love birds" she says. I look over at Louis and he is blushing a deep shade of crimson.
"He's getting shy ,Gem,stop."
"Fine fine , once you finish your juice I'll start babbling about anything"
" good" I laugh and look over at Louis and feel a bit bad. We can never have a second for ourselves. Suddenly I feel Harry's hand on mine assuring me that everything's okay. God help me that guy knows exactly how I feel in the time I feel it.
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Fanfic"Anonymous is who I became after you forgot me. Anonymous is who I am now a after you chose to erase me away. Anonymous is who I will be when I choose to leave again"
