Chapter 4

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The few weeks before fall break had been really fun. Jayda was out of the way. I got to hug Zacky almost everyday. I just didn't know if I wanted to date him, would it even last?

"Seems like you really like him." Jaysie said.

"I really do." I said.

"But why don't you do something about it?" She asked.

"Because we're just so young." I said.

"You're only 13. It's not that bad." She said.

"You may be right but what if it doesn't last?" I asked.

"Then Zack's a bitch." She said.

"I don't know Jaysie." I said.

"I'm not saying you have to date him, but you guys do hug a lot. I'm surprised you haven't kissed yet." She said.

"Uh yeah we have." I said.

Yesterday I hugged Zack and went in for a kiss. He didn't mind it.

"You WHAT?" Jaysie asked.

"Yeah it was kinda an accident but kinda on purpose." I said.

"Okay girl when was this?" She asked.

"Yesterday." I said.

"Oh my goodness." She said.

"I liked it." I said.

"Was he your first kiss?" She asked.

"Yeah." I said.

"And you were his first?" She asked.

"Yeah." I said.

"You guys are meant to be together." She said.

"I don't know." I said.

"Ugh. Well Matt and I are dating." She said.

"Good for you two." I said.

"Yes." She said.

"Okay I'm gonna do my homework. I'll see you tomorrow." I said.

"Bye!" She said as I went over to my house. I saw the guys walking in the neighborhood. I got butterflies when I saw Zack, almost like I could throw up.

Thankfully they didn't see me so I quickly got inside.

"I'm home." I called out.

"Hey Lyssa." My dad said, giving me a hug.

"Hi. I'm gonna do homework." I said.

He nodded as I went to my room, pulling out my homework. I was almost done until I heard a rock being thrown at my window.

I opened the window and the guys were there.

"What're you guys doing here?" I asked.

"What are you doing?" Matt asked.

"Homework. What else could I possibly be doin?" I asked.

"Where's Jaysie?" He asked.

"The house right next to me." I said.

"Zack go get your girl." Jimmy said, pushing him.

His girl?

Zack hugged me, I smiled.

"Hi." I said.

"Hi. I'm guessing you can't come out for a little?" He asked.

"I'll ask. Be right back." I said.

Zack nodded, going to his friends.

"Dad?" I asked.

"What's up?" He asked.

"My friends were wanting me to come outside." I said.

"Boys?" He asked.

"Yes, but Jaysie's gonna be out there and I promise you nothings happening." I said.

"Okay. Be home soon." He said.

I nodded, grabbing my jacket and shoes.

I went outside and smiled as I saw Zack.

"Hi." I said, hugging him again.

"Is that my jacket?" Zacky asked.

"Maybe." I said.

"Cute." He said, kissing me.

God I didn't know what to do! I wanted to date him. But I didn't want to get too attached to where I feel like shit if we broke up. Fuck.

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