Jacksons POV:
I can't loose her again. I just can't.
I can't live without her.
She the Hazel to my Augustus.
The Annabeth to my Percy.
The Clary to my Jace.
The Alaska to my Pudge.
The Emma to my Skyler. (A/N only certain people will get this. It's a joke.)
The Bonnie to my Clyde.
The Bella to my Edward.
The Katniss to my Peeta.
The Elena to my Damon.
The Angelina to my Brad.
The Rachel to my Finn.
The Annie to my Finnick,
I can't loose her.
She is the one that I am meant for.
The one I want to spend the rest of my life with.
The one I want to raise Evie with.
The one I want in my live forever.
The one I want to care for.
The one I want to say i do to.
The one I want to say I love you to.
But I can't.
I just can't.
I'm want to be able to trust her.
To tell her that I love her and mean it.
To tell her that I trust her and mean it.
I don't want her to break my heart.
To walk away.
When she knows I'm at my worst.
When she knows I'm broken.
Scarred.
Frightened.
Weak.
Scared.
Alone.
When she knows all my darkest secrets and leaves me there.
In the dark, alone.
Broken.
Scarred.
Frightened.
Terrified.
Alone.
Scared.
Because she will.
I know she will.
Because that's what happens.
Always.
She only knows part of the story.
She only knows what I've told her.
But there's more.
A lot more.
More about what happened.
But I feel like I can trust her.
And that's what terrifies me the most.
That I know that she won't hurt me.
I might tell her things.
Things no one knows.
Not even chase.
Not even me.
Things that are secret to even me.
Things that I've kept deep down.
Things that are scary.
Things that are horrible.
She will think I'm a monster.
That I deserve to rott.
She will hate me.
But what's screwing me over.
Is that I know I can't take that.
That I trust her.
That I can tell her things.
Personal things.
Scary things.
Deadly things.
That I know.
That I realize.
That it's become clear.
I've fallen in love with the girl across the street.
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Loving the High School Bad-Boy
Teen FictionThe last thing that crossed Amy's mind when she entered for her senior year was, Jackson Earl Denivior. She never in a million years would even think he'd notice her, but is life ever that easy? She doesn't want this badass in her life-not yet anywa...
