{Kaoru P.O.V}
The truth sets you free right? I feel like the world is against me. My world is my lover, Hikaru. I know my passion for him is rather strange but it made me who I am.
I look at him, wanting to say what is on my mind but it will make things so awkward. The right words cannot come out. He is looking at me, still beautiful yet concerning for me. "I love you!" I say to my twin, leaping into his arms. He automatically catches me.
He told me he love me too. He probably thinks just as a platonic brother relationship but I mean more. I crave the boy I cannot have. We are just hugging still. Not saying anything at all. Hearing him breathe is relaxing me.
I hate how perfect he is. I want to be his happiness. "You make me feel like am on a rainbow or something magical," Hikaru tells me. I'm a bit thrown off by his sentence. "Uh what that means is you just make feel better," He explains. I chuckle.
He is such a nerd. I lay my head on top of him. He is my favorite nerd,my nerd. The schools prom is coming up soon, but i have no idea how to ask Hikaru, or if i even want to ask him. I've noticed that he's been more distant from Haruhi lately, maybe they'll break. At this point i don't find it wrong for them to break up, i can sense that he want it too.
