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I stumbled myself up and Dimmed the lights In the room.There was one desk In the back corner and I walked I'veer to the desk and sat Down.I opened the bottom drawer to the right and saw a empty,dark blue notebook.Opening the top drawer I took out a marker.Carefully taking off the cap I pressed the marker against the Journal And Wrote the name 'Hikaru' with a heart.I didn't know what I was really doing but at the same exact time I knew.I flipped open to the first page and wrote the date along with the words
'Grow Up'.I closed the journal and hid it inside the bottom drawer.Then,I walked back and curled in a ball on the bed.
Hikaru's (pov)
I am deeply regretting what I say to Kaoru. Kaoru was more than an average brother. He would do so many things for me. Kaoru is always calming me down. He tells me he loves me every single day. Even though Kaoru and I are twins we are different. We may have the same looks but not the same personality. This is so painful right now. The person who loved me and been there with me since day one is upset and it's all my fault. I give Kaoru about 1 hour and half to calm down. I went to the place Kaoru was obviously going to be. I knock on the door and wait for his response.
Kaorus POV
I heard a knock on my bedroom door I knew by the way it was knocked the person on the other side of the door was Hikaru
"Stay away Hikaru.." I grabbed the nearest object on my bed-stand and threw it at the door. His thoughts and actions where careless.
"W-what are you doing anyways!? I know something's up.." He wanted his brother to be honest
Hikaru (pov)
As soon as I knock on the door Kaoru shouts "Stay away Hikaru!" His voice was so serious. I just wanted to talk. Maybe it was karma telling me it was wrong of me to snap on Kaoru like that. Out of nowhere I hear a loud bang against the door. I was scared. Kaoru is never violent. "W-what are you doing anyways? I know something's up" I say. I just wanted him to be honest and tell me what is wrong with him.
(Kaorus P.o.V) "Whats wrong with Me? Tell me what's up! I think you're trying to hide something from me..." I said angrily at my twin. "We are brothers and we always tell each other our problems but now your acting different" Hikaru didn't say anything. I knew he was still at the door because he was breathing heavily against the door. I looked at the shatter object on the floor. I begin to cry softly. I want this to be over. I want my brother back. "Kaoru?" Hikaru says in his sweet soft voice. "I love you. I'm sorry for my careless acting and thinking." He sounds so sincere. I just want to wrap my dainty scrawny arms around and never let go. I cry a little more. He must have heard me cry because he bolt in the room without seeing the shattered object pieces around the room. "HIKARU!" I shout at the top of my lungs. My brother is hurt because of me. How could I live with myself? Hikaru fell to the ground. He screaming in pain. I got to the ground and check up on him. I grab his head and put in it my lap. "Hika..." I mumbled. He puts his hand on my hand. "I didn't mean to hurt you." Our gaurds are alerted. They go marching in the room to see what happened. They gasp and get Hikaru off of me. "We have rush him to the hospital to check if he is okay." As the turned Hikaru's body, I saw his foot. It's
gushing out blood and it's pouring all of this floor. I could have fainted right there but I have to be strong for Hikaru.
Hikaru (pov)
All I remember is trying to comfort Kaoru. I could not let my poor brother Kaoru get hurt. All I felt was a sharp pointy thing in my foot. When I awaken I was in a hospital bed. "Am I going to die?" I hate being careless and bold. Damn me. I see a vague yet familiar face. "Kaoru?" I say while laying down on the hospital bed. "HIKARU!" He said while running and tearing run down his face. He held my hand. "I'm sorry. I was being stupid and your in here because of me." He said. Our parents was doing paperwork Kaoru inform me about that.
Kaorus POV
"H-Hikaru.." I was crying so hard at the moment it made it hard for me to breathe.I couldn't contain myself my brother was hurt and It was all because I got angry over one stupid thing.. "Hikaru I'm so sorry I shouldn't have gotten all angry when I didn't even hear the whole story.." I kept my eyes locked on my twin brother the whole time.I wasn't able to let anymore words out then a constant "I'm sorry." I started to get a headache so I kneeled down to my knees and placed my head on the bed sheets.Then I heard a voice I know quite well it "Hika,babe are you okay!?" At that very moment I could feel my heart drop I didn't know what to do.I knew that Haruhi only said that because she was unable to see me.My breathing got heavy but,i had to remain silent. "Bad timing?" Haruhi says looking directly at me. I looked at her confused then I turned to Hikaru. I tear ran down my face going onto Hikaru's shoulder. So many emotions was fuelung up inside me. Sadness, Relief that Hikaru okay, and jealous. Why Haruhi gets to get Hikaru and not me. I know I am being selfish but I don't care. Hikaru is mine and I won't let her get in the way. Another tear comes from my face. "Yes...Yes it is a bad time. You should just go." I say, madder than I have ever been. "I want to see my Hika-chan!" She says.
