{Hikaru P.O.V}
We just sit on the bed, listening to each other breathe. On the outside, I am calm but almost I feel as if I am lifeless. I liked the kiss with Kaoru. I feel wrong.
I am already seeing someone and they love me so much. It breaks my heart cause I feel like I am cheating. I turn to Kaoru and say "I love her."
He doesn't say anything. He remains to seem like he is frozen. "I know that's hard to hear but that's the truth," I add on to the sentence.
I not trying to hurt him although I am being a heartbreaker at this moment. I have to be extremely careful with my words now. Anything I say can be critical.
Kaoru slowly opens his mouth and says "What's really so great about her? Anything she can do, I can do better."
I shocked to hear him say that. I can feel the hatred in our atmosphere. It makes me uneasy but I have to battle it out.
"I'm in love with her. I can't just leave her just for you. I love you but she has caught my heart in a romantic way. I'd do anything for you, so can you do this one thing and let me love her?" I say in serious tone.
My twins facial expression goes blank after that. I could always tell what emotion he was feeling but not now. The silence is killing me. I feel trapped. Although, I feel horrible for doing this, I know he is having a harder time.
He had to face the reality of his lover not loving him back in the way he wanted. It's devastating and I will forever hate myself for doing that to a person.
After a couple of seconds go by, a tear runs down my brother's pale face. I quickly hug him and wipe the tear.
"I understand," He says. "Our love was not meant to be even though I felt it was. You were my first love, I'll never forget it."
My heart hurts now. I have obtain a horrible headache. I want to be seen to be strong at this moment but I begin to cry.
"Shouldn't I be the one crying?" Kaoru says wiping away my tears.
Me being the heartbreaker in our scenario has ended up with a broken heart. "I won't get over you so soon but I will!" My twin says. Our problems are resolved. We both lay down and pressing out bodies together beginning to cuddle like nothing even happened.
{thanks for reading. not quite the ending you was hoping for right? i made this story like this to show readers that certain types of love can never exist, even though you want it to happen really badly. we all do fall for a person who can't love us a back. and we know it's hard to get over them but in the end you will. love you}
