Childhood

Chapter 5

Everything was going so well for the first few months but then Tristan got an offer to be an exchange student and then moved to America for a year. Him not being able to visit me for so long, must have been too hard for him otherwise he wouldn't have cheated on me.
He asked me if he could hang out with a mate and I said yea sure of course as long as you don't ever hurt me...and what did he do? He kissed her and put up a picture of them at the cinema on Instagram!?
Me being so hopeful he would change, I forgave him but then we had no trust. I had no idea what he was doing, who he was with. I felt trapped. He was always doing weed and loads of other things even though I told him not too bc it upset me. God knows what else.
Later on I found out that he talked to several girls and constantly had girls flirting with him, asking him to prom etc. i had enough and we actually broke up a few times. Within those times I guarantee he was off doing something I prolly wouldn't have liked. Once he fingered a random girl he met in a hotel and she wanked him off. He already had sex before with his ex but I expected more from him than to just give himself away to random people when he supposedly "loved" me at the time.
I had enough! I told him never to talk to me again. He persisted saying the usual crap that I will come back to him and we were made for each other. But no, I don't love him and looking back I don't see how that was ️love. Out of the two relationships he was the more serious one but even that is ridiculous.
When I got with my current boyfriend Tristan kept texting me and I told him to never talk to me again once and for all.
He hasn't spoken to me since. It's weird to think u can be close to someone one time and then the next you aren't part of each other's lives anymore.
I deleted his number and removed him from everything and every social media site I had him on. I hope he doesn't talk to me or anything in the future because I honestly don't want him in my life. I have an amazing boyfriend right now and I know he is the one for me.