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Warning: fluff, suicidal talk, depressing/sad
..."So why do you have bandages all over your leg?" I really didn't think much of the question no matter if it was billie eilish in front of me or an creepy old man.
"It's part of my parents rules," i said, with a straight face. " 'crying is weak; it results in a punishment of cutting yourself." I reached for some more popcorn, but billie smacked my hand making it turn bright red. "What the heck was that for!?" I snapped. "I- I'm sorry zio, it's just... your parents encourage suicidal actions and stuff!?" I blinked, confused. "Yeah..." I whispered.
Billie started searching through her phone and then handed it over to me. There were articles and other things about young people killing themselves. Their parents were toxic, or homophobic, and all other kinds of things. Sucide was.... bad. I understood that my parents didn't love me at all; they just wanted to see me in the grave.
I handed billie's phone back over to her before flooding my face with tears. She comforted me, holding me tight in her arms and rubbing my back up and down. "Shush, it's okay baby. Everything's gonna be okay..." She reassured me. She pulled me away to wipe my face and eyes, and planted an kiss, but not on My forehead, this time it was on my lips!
I had never been kissed on the lips before, so I jumped back in shock. She chuckled, "Sorry, I shouldn't have done that. I just wanted to make you feel better.. I- i don't know what got into me" i wanted to say it wasn't really an big deal, but nothing came out. Instead we just sat there in awkward silence. Soon Lia came out the bathroom.
"Hey guys I'm back!" They shouted, making themselves the center of attention. "And Billie you do NOT, I mean NOT, wanna go in there rn. Also you're out of toilet paper, and I mean like all of it that was on the rack. I got an big ass, alright?" Me and billie brust out laughing. "Oh man like you should really be an comedian Lia!" Billie suggested, trying to catch her breath. "Really, you think so?" "Fuck yeah!" She replied. "Well where do I start!? I owe you more toilet paper, and I do really need to go shopping soon." Billie quickly pulled up her contacts, and then I heard an familiar voice say hello. It was bill's brother, finneas!
"Hey fin, are u still in touch with that company laughs for an lifetime?" She questioned. I guess he had said yes because billie perked up and then handed the phone over to Lia. About 30 to 40 minutes went by and I was still confused, But then Lia screamed in joy and ran over to me and Billie, giving us an big hug not letting go, but then finally I was able to push them off.
"Okay this is crazy!!! They said i would get paid $30 for 2 shows an week, and $100 for 4 shows an week, and I start working tomorrow!! Ahhhhhh!!!" I hugged them again with an huge smile on my face. "Ah your so lucky! I'm so glad for you Lia" "Awww thanks!" They gave me an kiss on the cheek. We had always done this when we were younger. It didn't like mean anything to me, but I guess it did to billie. She pulled Lia away and began to guard me, crossing her arms. She stood her ground very well.
"Don't you ever kiss Zio again!" She yelled. "Oh um sorry i didn't know u guys were like an thing or whatever..." "we are not an thing Istg" I stated defending myself. I got up from the sofa, out of Billie's protection. She was surprised and backed off realizing how weird she was acting. "Ya know I think we're all tried, yeah? Lia, you can take the rest of the popcorn, and what about me and billie go to taco bell so we can fix up all this.. grumpyness ig" Lia and billie both nodded at each other, and then shared an awkward hug. Lia took the popcorn and got an Uber, and then me and Billie headed to taco bell in her beautiful doge, Dragon. She offered for me to drive, but I had to turn down; I just didn't wanna crash into anything and mess up her 'Baby' as she called the car.
We pulled up to the taco bell drive thru. "Can I get 20 bean burritos and 2 waters plz" Damn!? This bitch liked to eat, but why two waters? We got the food and pulled into an empty parking lot. "Okay, 10 for you, and 10 for me, and uh here's your water!" She said, with that pretty smile of hers. "Wait what? You didn't have to do that bil. I know you would just eat 20 burritos by yourself." "yea i sure would but u barely had any popcorn baby, i don't want u to starve." I blushed. She really cared about me, huh. We ate are burritos and drank our water, and then were back on the road.
"I mean you could stay over at my place if ya want to that is.." 99% = hell yeah!! 1% = my parents will kill me. I signed. "Sorry, I can't." She looked disappointed and I felt like it was all my fault. "Well, maybe another time? So we can like, get to know each other more." I nodded. I put in my address, and billie took me home. It was an plain old house except for the pride flag with a huge red X on it. "Ew! I can't believe you live here. Your free to come over anytime baby." She said, giving me a peice of paper with her number on it. "Thanks." I said, beginning to walk up the steps, but then I heard two words that made my heart skip an beat...
"Love you!" I couldn't.. I just couldn't. This HAD to be an dream no doubt about it. "y- you.." I stammered. "Yes?" Billie asked, bewildered. "You didn't mean to say I love you, ...right?" "I love you, but I don't want to" I said quietly, but loud enough for her to hear me. Billie didn't know how to respond, so I just went inside, and she just drove off. I had no idea what happened just now, but I felt like I had fucked up.
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