𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖉𝖎𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖒𝖊𝖆𝖓 𝖙𝖔 𝖘𝖆𝖞 𝕴 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚

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If you or anyone you know is dealing with suicidal thoughts please reach out to 988, or any other hotline/help them reach out. I may know you, or I may not, but whatever are relationship is, your life is still very precious to me. I love you, stay safe <3

(This is more like a poem)

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"Zio?" Bille called. I heard her footsteps as she walked up the stairs.

My body leaned up against the door, it locked, the empty bottle of pills held tight in my hand

Her voice drowned on as I slowly slipped into the dark. I felt myself hit the floor although I could no longer see anything anymore

Her cold hands picked me up. Her heary heart beating fast. Her cold tears hitting my skin. Her words getting snatched. Her eyes closing in time. Her arms crossed me. Her breathing going faster. The room getting darker. The time growing empty. The death longing on, to be accepted and seen

As she cried there, us both laying on the floor, one alive and one not, she called me her love, her baby, her darling. She kissed me all over. She brushed my hair, she brushed hers too, she sang a song, only a song I knew.

She did it again and again. She heard a thousand voices, and I only heard one.

I was dead.. that was fun.

The blanket covered me and she screamed. The sirens getting louder. as I was pulled away, She wanted me, only for her but we both knew that couldn't be true

For we both did silly things to feel satisfied. For we both only knew. What was the purpose of life? To be dead or to lie? To cry yourself to sleep and then to wake up in the middle of the night?

Her life changed after that. She never knew what to do. Maybe I was an angel in her eyes but to me: just a lost soul. She called herself the problem but I saw no wrong

And yes, we did some stupid things, whatever you wish for them to be called

But now you see, Don't you?

She lived on

And I died

Who was wrong?