*depression, sucide/suicidal talk, therapy, surprise!
After my attempt to end everything, billie's family have been keeping an close eye on me, doing everything in their power to help me. Maggie hid away the knifes and other things I could hurt myself with, and I've been getting therapy.
I still not fully recovered but I've been doing an lot better now. I genuinely feel... happy.
"Heyy!" Billie cheered, peeking into the room. "Hey!" I ran up to her and gave her an little hug. "What's up?" Her smile got bigger.
"It's an surprise" She said, holding out her hand. "Come on!"I took her hand and she leaded me outside, and we got in the her car. As I buckled my seatbleat i said, "so where are we going?"
"What Don't you understand about an surprise?" She asked pushing me gently. I giggledWe drove for an while and then pulled up to an empty beach. It looked so beautiful, the sun starting to set at the exact same time. We both got out and Billie got some stuff out of the trunk but she told me to close my eyes as we got down to the shore.
"Alright done! You can open your eyes now."
I did and she had set up an little picnic for us. It was so adorable
"Omg, Billie this is amazing! I love it so much I love you so much ah!" I jumped into her arms and kissed her and she kissed me back. "I'm so glad you love it and I love you too, zio. You mean so much to mean."
"But why? What did I do to deserve this" I asked. "Ofc because I love you but also because you were doing so good in therapy so I wanted to celebrate that." "Awww" I kissed her again and she laughed."Now let's eat cuz I'm straving" She complained. I laughed and we sat down and ate are food and watched the sun set. This was the most memorable time of my life.
"I love you, Billie." I whispered, resting on her shoulder and my arm wrapped around her. "I love you too, zio" she replied and kissed my forehead.
a/n: sorry for the short chapters lately. I'm just doing that since we're close to 1k reads! I'll make longer chapters soon don't worry
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