Letter #0.12

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I badly want to feel
The pain, the betrayal
Just so I could move forward
But even that, I was deprived of.
Just one tear, one scream
Just a moment to feel it all
Just be angry at this, especially at you
But I felt nothing.
Was I really moving on
As I tried to understand you?
Was I really over us
Even before we ended?

– the hardest part is that my pride can't take that I fought so hard for something unworthy and I wasn't even sure I loved deeply

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