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Word Count: 1134 Song: Suffer - New Years Day
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- Self Harm - Short Chapter
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"I don't understand why you didn't just kill him" Mikey said more irritated than usual. "You had him right there Haruchiyo!"
"It's my fault!" I spoke up.
We both had been in Mikey's office for 45 minutes while he just yelled at Sanzu.
"It's my fault. I was given the order to kill him and I failed this mission, it's my fault for leaving him with Sanzu and I'm sorry"
Mikey and Sanzu giving me a blank stare. "Haruchiyo go wait outside while I chat with her alone."
"No way-"
"OUT!" He shouted making me jump.
Sanzu kicking his seat back violently before leaving the room, slamming the door shut making me jump again.
Mikey let out a deep sigh. "Since you wanna take blame for this I'm cutting your pay"
"Ok"
"Ok? Really? You aren't gonna argue with me?" He asked.
"I'm gonna be honest Mikey, i don't wanna stress you out anymore than you already are"
"And what the fuck do you know about me?" He asked angrily walking over to me. He put his gun under my chin and leaned me back in my seat. "You think you know me!?"
His eyes were dull, he didn't seem happy. Whatever the outcome is for saying this, I hope it was worth it.
"I don't know you or what you've been through but you seem tired. Believe me when I say I know what you're going through, at the party when you asked me "who the fuck cuts themselves?" I know you do. I felt it when I snatched your watch the first time we met."
He was silent, he just stared at me with sad eyes.
"If we have one thing in common it's that and that fucking sucks if I'm being real with you. I'm not your enemy, Sanzu isn't your enemy. You are your own enemy Mikey and right now you're losing the battle I can see it in your eyes."
He let go of me making the front legs of the seat hit the ground and moved the gun from my face. He turned away and clutched his fists.
"Get the fuck out of my office" He said, his voice cracking in between.
I got up and left the room without a second thought, knowing he could pop off at any moment and I'd rather have a chance to live.
I shut the door behind me and was instantly met with Sanzu.
