[04] Questions

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It was Jimin's 3rd day in Seoul, living in his apartment and driving his car. Yesterday he wrote a letter to his parents, desperately waiting for their response. He felt that he needed more time and should wait till it was the best moment for love, Instead of being valued by his semblance. He didn't want to be used as well, just for pleasure, money, or anything. He just wanted an equal relationship between him and his partner that didn't involve just sex and love making, someone who listened to him, treated him well, and embraced him even on the rough days.

He didn't want to be an sex toy for one's pleasure just to be throw out like garbage. And he didn't like to be manipulated or provoked either, therefore he needed to take scrutiny of his interests.

Today Jimin didn't feel like driving to go out and eat,  since he still didn't know how to cook he chose to call Jungkook so he'd get help him. Though it wasn't going to be easy, Jimin never cooked and he was a bit nervous about it. Jimin picked up his phone with an growling stomach that ached for food and called Jungkook.

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"Thank you Jungkook, really." Jimin complimented while he washed the dishes that where used for cooking. "It's okay, if you need help, I'm free, just not during work hours."

"No I understand, I should also learn from videos. But now I have to treat you, I can't let you just help me without me returning the favor." Jimin said drying his wet hands. "So, what would you like to do? I insist on it." Jimin asked the taller who hesitated a bit before he responded to the brunette.
"I could stay here, and we could talk, if you don't mind." Jungkook requested to the brunette who placed the piece of cloth on the counter of his kitchen. "I don't, what would you like to hear about from me?" Jimin asked while he grabbed a glass of water to drink. "So, why'd you come to Seoul?" Jungkook asked the brunette who placed the cup of water down, Jungkook didn't want to ask personal questions about the male, he had to ask questions about the smaller carefully.

Jimin stood next to a chair and dazed towards the ground thinking of an answer to give to the brown haired. He couldn't give too much information about the series of questions the taller might have because it'll ruin his disguise, so he had to think wisely about his choice of answer. "I moved here because I heard of many good things about this place, to me it sounded like a good start to something new." Jimin commented, moving his gaze to Jungkook who sat nicely on the sofa. "Yeah, Seoul is an comforting place to live at or visit, in my opinion. I think you'll like it here." Jungkook's smile of assurance made Jimin gaze in admiration to him, he didn't stare for long because thought of it as rude so he looked elsewhere from the brown haired and continued speaking.

"What about you? How has it been for you here?" Jimin wondered to Jungkook who responded. "Of course it was tuff growing up but for the most part meeting Namjoon and having my first love was great, though we parted ways." Jungkook played with his fingers while he sunk his lips in to lick them. "I understand, if you don't mind me asking, what was it like? Having your first love?" Jimin never had partnered with anyone at such an age back then, he couldn't, he had to wait till he was at an appropriate age to have one, but for Jungkook he was able to have one and experience it, something Jimin couldn't have until then.

"It was nice, she was a nice girl.. she definitely wasn't like other girls if that's what everyone says when they do meet someone," Jungkook shortly chuckled "but we'd get into arguments and make up, go on dates, and hang out. We never did anything serious because I was young but overall I enjoyed the time I got with her." Jungkook said.

"Ah, that's good it hear. I've actually never had an first love before." Jimin mumbled making the brown haired look at him in shock, by his response in Jungkook's eyes Jimin seemed like the type anyone would give their life for, he looked charming, and if he could find a better word to describe him he would. "Jimin, you've never had one?! Wow, it's just- your very attractive and handsome. I couldn't see you without your first love." Jungkook meant what he said, he just couldn't believe Jimin. The brunette smiled and slipped out a short chuckle, Jungkook looked at the brunette wondering why he was chuckling, was it something he said? "Thank you Jungkook, but no I've never, though I do get compliments time after time."

"So your a virgin?!" The brown haired eyes widened. Jimin furrowed his brows in confusion of Jungkook's comment. "What? No- Jungkook- I was taught a thing or two, but doesn't that make you one?"

"How could you be taught if you've never did it?" Jimin cleared his throat feeling the blush of embarrassment rising on his face. "Remember I've never been in a relationship, school and my parents taught me what it's like and how to do it."
Jimin keep an eye on the brown haired who's brows were furrowed in suspicion and his lips showed an pout that also looked suspicious. "Hey, don't look at me like that, it's not like you've experienced it yet." Jimin folded his arms together.

"Fine.. it doesn't count for me." Jungkook mummbled hoping Jimin didn't hear the second part, but Jimin had ears for a dog, he had very good hearing. It led a small smirk on the brunette's face, Jungkook was innocent. Of course Jimin didn't think he was at first but seems like he is.

"But seriously, you've never had an partner?" Jungkook calm himself as he intertwined his fingers together. "No, never." The brunette told Jungkook who still couldn't believe him.

"At the same time.. I have to take scrutiny of people, their actions, emotions, it's not for a bad thing. It's just, you never know what people are capable these days." Jimin's arms where crossed and Jungkook heard the seriousness in Jimin's voice and stance, but it was also soothing to him. Jungkook didn't realize he was listening intently to the brunette until he blinked his eyes. Jimin noticed Jungkook and chuckled, "like so, I'm sure your mature enough to understand." Jimin smiled softly at the taller.

Jungkook didn't speak but just looked at the brunette who smiled at him, Jungkook found himself starring before he blinked again and nodded quickly agreeing with him. He didn't know why he starred at Jimin but he just did, of course he hadn't paid attention to the same gender this hard, unless it was his father or Namjoon, it felt strange because it felt different. But ever since he met Jimin he was nervous to look at him because of his foolish behavior that happened last time, but today when he did it felt different.

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